CLASSIC CONVERSATION ` 经典对话

夜晴

以下是今天下午的一个经典对话，乌鸦觉得应该留下来的。

老爸老妈正在说着要怎么洗车。

老爸：车子外面看起来还干净嘛，不如就直接洗里面好了。（懒惰）

老妈：那你吃饭的时候，直接把饭菜倒进马桶拉水不就行了？

老爸：。。。

当时乌鸦忍不住在笑。呵呵。这两个老人家，真是的。

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开心，开心～又忘了要开心？

乌鸦要开开心心面对她。

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－题外话－

致 HK 嘅 Isaac ：

喂，朋友！好耐冇倾啦。真係唔好意思，今日你 msg 我个阵，我咁啱出左去。

你近排点啊？希望你係香港一切安好啦，究竟几时有机会黎马来西亚啊？

自从开始各自有嘢忙之后，我地真係好耐好耐冇正式倾过，一直觉得有 d 内疚。

但係我唔会忘记我係香港一直都有你黎个朋友，

其实我仲有 keep 住你以前寄俾我 d 信咖。

真係估唔到原来係你睇我嘅 blog，祝你新年快乐啦！

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clear night.

below is a classic conversation i experienced in today afternoon,
so i felt i should have keep it down.

dad and mom was talking about how to wash the car.

dad: the car looks clean from outside, why not just wash inside. (lazy)

mom: then when u eat, why not just pour ur food into the toilet bowl and flush it?

dad: ......

i just cant stop laughing at that time. my dad and mom really, lolz.

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happy, happy~ forgotten to be happy again?

i want to treat her happily.

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there's actually a message for my friend, Issac from HK.
but i dont think there's a need for me to write an english version of it.
as it is actually a message only for him. :)

WAIT ` 等待

午晴

哈～～～～～～～～～～～

终于醒啦，今天真的是名副其实的休息日，乌鸦倒头睡过去了。

然后，重新无聊中。=⌂=

在睡之前，和莉说了阵子话。

她说今天有出去，吃午餐而且可能看戏。那是和朋友去的。

乌鸦好想去啊～～
还是算了吧，干嘛啥都要插一脚的？对不对？

后来问了问昨天的事，
但等了好一阵子，而莉似乎都好忙，也没回复。

感觉好累啊，乌鸦傻傻地在等她的回复，
其实也没等太久，更久的乌鸦也等过了，可是今天却觉得时间过得特别慢。
不晓得，为什么呢。

唯有留言让她保重和玩得开心点，然后乌鸦就去睡了。

醒后，看见她的回复，只有 k bye 寥寥两字，心里一阵失落。

乌鸦到底在期待着些什么？

这样才是乌鸦该收到的回复，对吧？哈哈。



不管了，乌鸦会不顾一切好好等下去，直到哪天她说她有了别人～



待会儿要去 Jusco 咯，到此为止吧。


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clear noon.

ha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally woke up, today is a real resting day for me, i just went and slept.

and then now, again being so bored. =⌂=

before i went to sleep, i talked to viv for a while.

she said she's going out today, for lunch and may be a movie. going with friends.

i really wanted to go~~
but forget it, shouldnt be everything i have to put a leg in right?

after that, i asked about yesterday,
but waited for quite a while, viv was like so busy, no reply.

i felt tired, was waiting her reply like an idiot,
in fact, it's not too long, even longer i had waited before,
but it's like time passing so slow today, not knowing why.

at last i just left her a message, to ask her enjoy the outing and take care,
then i went to sleep.

after i awake, i saw her reply, it's only k bye 2 simple words,
i felt a bit disappointed.

what am i actually hoping for?

this is suppose the reply i should get, isnt it? haha.



i dont care, i will wait no matter what, until one day she tells me she has someone~



going to Jusco later, alright, let's end here.

GOOD SIGN ` 好兆头

早晴

昨晚大约两点凌晨才睡，今天八点多差不多九点就自然醒了。

然后老爸问乌鸦要不要出去走走顺便遛遛狗，那好吧。
嘿嘿，其实 Candy 很傻很可爱，如果不是乌鸦不想惹毛上身的话，早抱了它一下紧的了。

乌鸦家后面的屋子很吵，电锯声不停地响，而且粉屑到处飘呀飘。（有风嘛）
都快新年了啦，还不让人过个平静而干净的新年，真是的。

算了，现在乌鸦正在为着今天的休息日苦恼着，
到底该怎么过呀今天？？！
闷啊闷啊～～～打救我吧，（女）神啊！囧

你们谁有什么好建议的哈？

对了，乌鸦偶然发现了件让我心情大好的事情，请看图。



发发发～哈哈哈！竟然让乌鸦看见了，好兆头啊！


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clear day.

i slept at around 2am, today naturally woke up at 8am nearly 9.

dad asked me whether i want to go out have a walk, with dog. alright.
hehe, actually Candy is very dumb and cute,
if it's not because i dont want my clothes full of fur, i would hug it once for real tight.

behind my house, there's a house which is so noisy,
non-stop sound pollution from their electronic saw,
while they as well polluted the air and environment around them with the powders.
(wind blowing)
it's already almost new year, still not letting us to have a peace and clean new year. ish.

thats it, now im doubting for today as my resting day,
how should i pass my day today??!
im bored im bored~~~ save me please, god(dess)! 囧

any good suggestions huh?

oh yeah, i also found something makes me good mood coincidentally, please look.



fa fa fa~ hahaha! i managed to see this, what a good sign!

IT'S ABOUT FLOWERS ` 这是关于花的故事

夜晴

好啦，乌鸦感到伤心不是因为想挽回，而是因为伤害了一个曾经很爱我的人。

这场梦很早已只剩下了【关心】加个句号而已。:)

终于都放假了啊，呵呵，可以睡觉睡到自然醒～
可就是不能数钱数到手抽筋，有点儿郁闷。唉，乌鸦还真是个穷光蛋。T_T

下午，莉终于上线了一阵子，
她居然告诉我，昨天和今天她都好忙，迟点有空会告诉我怎么回事。

心中一阵窃喜，曾几何时，乌鸦能让她对我交代她的事情了？
一直以来都认为乌鸦，其实对她来说只会是个无关痛痒的朋友。

虽然这小小的改变，或者不代表什么。
但除了瞎猜，乌鸦真的没别的好办法了，不知道她心里的想法。

好想她，今天她一定好累，请好好休息吧。

昨晚发生了件倒霉的事，妹驾了乌鸦的 GEN-2 出外打包晚餐，
哪知道鼠年还没完呢，乌鸦的车就提早开年了。
屁股开花了啦～～～～！！唉，还真的是欲哭无泪呀～

对了，过了新年后，就快要情人节了。
打算怎么过？
别告诉我什么天天都是情人节的，乌鸦现在是单身！
完－全－感－受－不－了！

乌鸦还不知道怎么过，不晓得莉会和谁过？。。。乌鸦？哈哈哈！

好吧，狼友们，推荐一个卖花女给你们认识，阿 Ying，要买花送女友请找她。
当然，想买花送男友的也可以找她。而送乌鸦的，请快快找她！
联络 +60123190515。

看起来非常不错的价钱和服务，乌鸦已经打算帮她做成第一单了。哈哈。

不知道该买红的还是白的？


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clear night.

okay, i felt sad not that i want to get her back,
but because of i hurt someone who ever loved me that much.

this dream had been left only [concern] plus a footstop quite sometimes ago. :)

finally it's holiday, heh, can sleep until naturally awake~
but the only thing i cant is counting money until my hand cramp, sad.
sigh, im seriously a poor ass. T_T

afternoon, viv online for a while,
surprisingly she told me that yesterday and today she's very busy,
and will tell me about everything when she's free.

i felt happy in my heart,
since when, i am able to make her inform me things of hers naturally?
all the time i was thinking,
im just a friend that actually rather weightless in her heart.

although this slight changing might not means a thing,
but other than blind guessing, i have no better idea of what she thinks.

miss her so much, she must be exhausted today, rest well please.

last night something unfortunate happened, my sis drove my GEN-2 out to buy dinner,
who knows the mouse year is still not end yet, then my car opened year already.
my car butt was bloomed~~~~!! sigh, really cry also have no tears for it~

oh yeah, after chinese new year, it will be valentine's day.
planning how to celebrate with it?
dont tell me things like everyday is valentine's day, im now single!
CANT-FEEL-IT-AT-ALL!

im not sure how to pass my valentine's day,
wondering viv will pass her valentine's day with who? ......me? hahaha!

alright, my dear wolf friends, introduce u guys the flower girl, ah Ying,
if u want to buy flowers for ur girlfriend, please look for her.
of course, if girls who want to buy for ur boyfriend, u can also look for her.
for those who wants to buy for me, please look for her immediately!
contact +60123190515.

the price and services seems good to me, already planning to be the first customer. lolz.

still wondering should i get them in red or white?

WRITTEN BY HEARTLESS ONE ` 负心人所写

午晴

乌鸦今天做了件一直很想做的事情－－－

点了点茵那正在上线的 MSN，然后问她最近怎样了。

乌鸦：妳的身体怎样了？还一直在吃药吗？

茵：对

乌鸦：有好些了吗

茵：心比较好了可是有贫血

茵：大致上还好

乌鸦：嗯

乌鸦：有以前那么辛苦吗？

乌鸦：常胃痛？

茵：过年有做工吗？

乌鸦：没有

茵：我常戒口了所以胃没疼了呵呵

乌鸦：那就好

茵：在学校吗？

乌鸦：嗯

乌鸦：妳？

茵：我在家里呵呵

茵：快过年了...开心吗

乌鸦：嗯，还好

乌鸦：不会特别开心或者什么

说到这里，乌鸦的眼睛就有点儿湿润了。

对不起，请妳原谅我当时的离去，

保重身体啊，相信我们一定都能走出这个不属于我们的梦境。

负心人上。

可能你们觉得乌鸦太花心了吧？有了喜欢的人却还想着以前的人。呵呵。

或者，也许吧？


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clear noon.

i did something which i wanted to do for quite long ago ------

clicked on medly's MSN which is now online, asked how is she.

leif: how's ur health? still taking medicine?

medly: yeah

leif: getting better?

medly: my heart is better but anaemia

medly: basically still okay

leif: en

leif: still suffer like last time?

leif: always gastric?

medly: working during chinese new year?

leif: nope

medly: i limit my eating habits, so no longer gastric heh

leif: thats good

medly: at school now?

leif: en

leif: u?

medly: im at home heh

medly: new year soon...happy?

leif: en, still okay

leif: not very happy or what

till here, i felt my eyes are a bit wet.

sorry, please forgive me for leaving at that time,

take care of ur body, trust that we will be able to step out from this dream,

which doesnt belongs to us.

from the heartless one.

may be u all think that im so disloyal?
having one that i like now but still thinking of the past. lolz.

who knows, may be?

LOST IN THE MEMORIES ` 迷失在回忆里

夜晴

这个晚上感觉有点儿茫然，

她还没上线呢，不知道在哪里，做着什么？

快要农历新年了啊，想起每年中学朋友都会来拜年，
乌鸦以前很少出外，对我来说这一年一度的就是我们朋友间的聚会。

可惜今年呀，他们都在国外了。

那天，Chee Wei 告诉乌鸦，今年他们不会带乌鸦出去玩了，他们都会在国外了。

突然好想他们，Chee Wei 这个在学溜冰时偶然认识的一个好朋友，
就好像乌鸦的大哥哥一样，还有 Pui Leng，他的甜蜜女友，乌鸦的同班同学，
是曾经同一个住宅区很好的朋友呢。

还有那叽叽喳喳的 Yen，常常在笑的 Wee Lick，还有、还有好多呢。
今年他们都会在国外了吧？

想起了以前中学上课的时候，常坐在班上后排睡觉的乌鸦，
也是常徘徊在咱精英班的最后几名。

以前的乌鸦，其实好不了也坏不透，上课都在睡觉，清醒的时候就下棋，哈哈。
校服呢常常都是前面塞，后面拉出来。

而乌鸦自认为最诚实的一次呢就是，
功课没做，老师问乌鸦为什么，乌鸦答：“因为懒惰。”

没想到，这样的乌鸦以前面对的是老师，现在面对的却是学生，是小孩子。

好想念以前的无忧无虑，想念穿着校服校鞋在校园悠悠荡荡地蹓跶，
想念逃课时的紧张，想念那时候课室门前调戏女生的情景，
想念那时候的爱情很纯洁，想念那时候才有的暗恋。呵呵。

这，是一个关于回忆的晚上。:)


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clear night.

tonight i feel a bit lost,

she isnt online yet, where is she, what is she doing?

chinese new year is around the corner, remind me of my secondary school friends,
they visit my house every year, i used to be very less outing,
to me, every once a year this will be a gathering for our secondary school friends.

but not this year, they are almost all overseas now.

that day, Chee Wei told me, this year they are not going to bring me out to have fun,
they are already overseas now.

suddenly, i miss them so much, Chee Wei who i knew him from ice skating class last time,
he is a good friend of mine and he's almost like a big brother to me,
also Pui Leng, his sweet girlfriend, my secondary classmate, who is also my good friend,
also one who lived just nearby my old house.

also the noisy Yen, the non-stop laughing Wee Lick, and many more.
think they will be all overseas this year?

thinking of them also reminding me about my secondary school life,
i used to be sitting and also sleeping at the classroom's back row,
by the way me too always struggling at the last few positions in this elite class.

in fact, i wasnt so good yet not too bad last time,
often sleeping during lesson time and playing chess when im awake, lolz.
my school uniform used to tuck in front part and leave the back out.

and the most honest time i ever admit is,
i never do my homework, the teacher asked me why, i answered: "because of lazy."

never expect that, a person like me used to deal with teacher,
but now people that im dealing with is student, is children.

im missing the old times when i have no doubt of my life,
missing when i hanging around the school with my school attires,
missing the panic when i skip class,
missing the scene of me flirting the girls in front of the class's door,
missing of the love is so pure last time,
missing the secret crush which only happen at that time. heh.

this is a night of memories flash back. :)

FEELING ADJUSTMENT ` 感情调整

午晴

今天下午大约两点的时候，莉将会有一场面试。

乌鸦知道莉很喜欢这份工作，所以希望她待会儿一切顺利，
而且成功被学校录取吧！

这些天，很开心，真的很开心。

因为莉开始对乌鸦比较好了，以致于乌鸦甚至觉得自己也开始贪心了呢。

乌鸦开始贪心地想和她说更多话，见更多面。
想知道她更多的东西，得到她更多的时间。

但乌鸦知道不应该了，也许是时候调整下自己的心情与态度吧，关心则乱，不是吗？
请记住，自己只是朋友而已呀。

不必要因一时贪心而破坏了这段关系，乌鸦要好好珍惜这一切。

至少有机会为她分轻些她的负担，有机会和她说话、笑笑，
那这样就已经很开心了，我不应该想要更多的，因为贪心的人总是不开心啊。

这辈子乌鸦或许没有这个机会能牽着她的手走完一段人生路了，
但她曾经对我说： “开心就好。”

对的，开心就好了。


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clear noon.

today around 2pm, viv is going for a job interview.

i know she likes this job very much, thus hoping everything goes fine to her,
and also successfully being employ by that school!

these days, am very happy, really very happy.

because viv started to treat me better,
therefore i can even feel that im starting to be greedy.

im starting to be greedy to have more talks with her, to meet her more frequently.
wanted to know more things about her, wanted to have her with me longer.

but i know i shouldnt be like this, probably its time to adjust my feelings and my attitude,
people mess things up when they overly concern, isnt it?
please keep in mind, im only a friend.

theres no need to spoil this relationship because of a person's greed,
i should have appreciate all these fully.

at least im having chance to share her burden,
having chance to talk with her and laugh with her,
i am already happy for having all these, i shouldnt ask for more,
because one with greed will never happy.

may be im not going to have this chance of holding her hand to finish a life travel at all,
but she ever told me: "as long as happy, it's enough."

right, as long as happy, that's enough for me.

《快乐都给妳》

每分秒都在努力，将快乐累积。

看着妳的笑容展现那惊人的美丽，我早已深深沉迷，

沉沦在妳的笑容里。

好想把我积攒的快乐，

统统交给妳，让我的快乐传染了妳，

而我就会感觉好亲密。



注：给妳，莉。

UNFORTUNATE MOSQUITO ` 倒霉蚊子

夜晴

这几天傍晚都在下雨，加上塞车，实在让人好累，
连乌鸦都是这样了，可想而知，莉以后上课了她会是多么辛苦。

所以乌鸦更加要接送她，星期五的课，莉千万要找到办法搭载同学的车上课啊，
那乌鸦晚上就可以接她回家，九点多呢！不能让她自己驶回去的。

每天的回家途中都幸好有 98.8 电台的 KK 和 阿 Loke 两位 DJ 陪伴，
这两家伙真的好搞笑，虽然都是些无聊笑话，但是还是很解闷的。呵呵。

乌鸦到家已经是差不多八点了，拖着疲惫的身体，
坐在餐桌上啃着那打包回来的椰浆饭。

最后都只剩下乌鸦一个人还在吃了。

吃着吃着，突然听到乌鸦阿妈的声音传来：“来，守在外面，我们一起内外夹攻！”
接着听到弟应了一声，然后看见他就站在客用厕所外。

乌鸦阿妈紧张的问：“看到吗？看到吗？在哪里？！”

弟瞇着眼看了看，猛地快声说道：“喏！那儿！在那儿！快关门！”

“碰！” 厕所的门被关了起来。

乌鸦阿妈在厕所里叫道：“看不见呢！难道跑了？！。。。啊！有了！” “啪！”

接着，厕所门打开了。 “终于打死啦。。。”

。。。。。。

由于客用厕所就离餐桌不远，当时乌鸦一直吃饭一直在冒汗。=_=!

打只蚊子，至于吗？



呵呵。

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clear night.

these few evenings are raining, plus traffic jam, seriously so tiring,
even me will be like that, can imagine how suffer is viv when she starts her class.

therefore, the more i must fetch her, especially friday class,
she must get someone to fetch her to college, so that i can fetch her home,
it will be 9pm+! i cant let her drive home herself.

everyday on the way home, thanx to KK and Loke, DJs from channel 98.9,
with their silly jokes, im not so boring anymore, although mostly non-sense. heh.

it was almost 8pm when im home, i have my dinner - nasi lemak on the dining table,
with a tired body.

at the end, i was the only one left still eating my dinner.

while i was eating,
suddenly i heard mom's talking: "come, guard outside, we surround it first."
then i heard my brother answered and saw him outside the guest toilet.

mom was nervous: "saw it? saw it? where is it?!"

brother searched around with eyes squinted,
suddenly he spoke quickly: "there! there! close the door, quickly!"

"pom!" the toilet's door has been closed.

mom said loudly in the toilet: "cant see it! is it gone?!....ah! got it!" "pak!"

then, the door opened. "finally it died..."

...........

because the guest toilet is kinda nearby to the dining table,
i was all the way sweating while i finishing up my nasi lemak. =_=!

just a mosquito, need to be like that?



lolz.

oh yeah, to thanx all my readers for supporting me,
by reading this post comes with a free picture of Hassan's artwork as my appreciation. ^_^

I HAVE A DREAM TOO ` 乌鸦也有梦想

午晴

你们都有梦想吧？会是什么？

实现了吗？还是已经设定为人生目标，正在奋斗着？

小时候，会有好多好多的梦想，现在长大了是否还抱着同一个梦想呢？

乌鸦是有着这么一个梦想的，或者很普通，你们甚至会说乌鸦没大志，

那就是－－－

“找到心爱的人，然后组织一个家庭，过着幸福的一生。”

很简单，很简单的这么一句。

乌鸦的梦想就只有这么一句而已，长度不足编不成一本书，甚至不能写一篇文章。

乌鸦不想称霸天下，也不想拯救地球。因为太复杂了，呵呵。
但也许，以后有那么一天，乌鸦会有更多梦想的。

或许会是－－－

“协助自己的爱人，一起实现她的梦想。”

也或许会是－－－

“看着自己的孩子长大，听孩子说着他们的梦想。”

或许，就会是这么一个梦想的。

乌鸦在想，也许我的梦想真的很普通很平凡，别人都嗤之以鼻，

但是老子不管，只要有天实现了自己的梦想，

乌鸦我也是个伟人。XD


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clear noon.

i supposed u all have a dream? what will it be?

achieved it yet? or fighting for it as ur life's target?

when we're small, we used to have lots of dreams,
are we still having the same after we all had grown up?

i am having this dream, which might be so normal, that u all will think am so not ambitious,

and which is ------

"with the one i love, build a family together and live a happy life."

that simple, that simple in just a sentence.

my dream is only in one sentence,
not long enough to be a book, not even a composition too.

i dont want to conquer the world, neither i want to save the earth.
because they are just so complicated, heh.
but may be, may be one day later, i will have more dreams.

it might be ------

"assisting my lover, together achieving her dream."

or it will be ------

"watching my child grows up, listening to them talking about their dream."

may be, it will be a dream like this.

i am thinking, may be my dream is so normal so ordinary, everyone else will scoff at it,

but i dont give a damn, as long as one day i achieve my dream,

i, will also be a great person. XD

VIVIAN, MY CONFESSION ` 莉，乌鸦的告白

夜晴

在大雨中缓缓行驶，看着雨水滴答滴答打在玻璃上，

如果说我心里正在想着一个人的话，那个人肯定会是她。

一直以来，乌鸦都很想却不敢告诉她，

请让我们在一起，说着别人也许曾经说过的山盟海誓，

分担妳所有艰苦的日子，在妳心中占一个位置。

在妳身边的时候，让妳能够安心，不再迷失。

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clear night.

driving slowly in the heavy rain, watching the rain drops hitting on the glass,

if there is someone i am thinking, that must be her.

all the while, i wanted but not daring enough to tell her that,

please let us be together,

swearing we'll be forever like someone else might swore it before,

sharing ur hard times, taking a position in ur heart.

staying by ur side, so that u are secure, and no longer getting lost.

TEACHERS VS CHILD ` 老师们 VS 小孩

午晴

看着班上里的情形，两名老师在蹦蹦跳跳地唱着歌，
而小魔头却坐在一旁观看，不大肯加入。

她们的脚步声很轻易就传下来办公室了。（希望这栋房子不会倒吧？）

那时乌鸦突发奇想地觉得，怎么咱中心里的老师闹得更像是个小孩了？哈哈 ^_^!

可怜，至今中心里的小孩还只有哈山一个而已。

-

今天中心里其中一个老师的女儿来接她，之前一直听 nic 说很漂亮，
其实之前她都常有来接她妈妈的，可是乌鸦没兴趣特意去看她，所以也一直没看清楚。

乌鸦这次因为吃饭然后开门给她们回家，才稍微算是近距离望了一眼。


嗯，是真的很不错哦。



不过乌鸦还是觉得莉最好，美丽而高贵。哈哈哈！

乌鸦在说实话哦，不是为了拍马屁的！

虽然每天都有和她说话，可是还是觉得好想她。

好想快点二月底呢，那乌鸦每个星期都能看见她了。呵呵


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clear noon.

seeing the class's condition, two teachers was hopping around singing songs,
while the devil is sitting aside watching, not willing to join.

their stepping sounds can easily pass through until the office.
(hopefully the house wont collapse?)

at that time, i suddenly have this weird thinking coming up,
why are our teachers now having fun more like the children already? haha ^_^!

so pitiful, till now the centre has only Hassan this one child.

-

today one of our teacher's daughter came to fetch her, heard that she's pretty from nic.
in fact, she did come to fetch her mom quite often before,
but i didnt really see her clearly before, because im not so interested to see her purposely.

this time when i eat my lunch and open the gate for them to go home,
then i took a glance in this short distance.


mmm, really not bad.



but i still think that viv is the best, beautiful and elegant. hahaha!

im telling the truth okay, not just plain praising!

although im talking with her everyday, but still i feel i miss her very much.

wish the time goes faster till the end of feb, then i can see her every once a week. heh

《追风记忆》

打开窗，手轻轻挥动，

试图捕捉那记忆内藏的深层。

倒退的画面，回溯，那天相对，那一个黄昏。

其实妳不懂，因为我正追着风，为了追回那隐约的心疼。

而妳却就像风，从来不曾等。

DEVIL AND THE FLOWERS ` 魔鬼与花朵

午晴

不知道为什么今天好睏，早上也睡迟了。

昨晚也不是很迟睡呀？（奇怪中。。。）
连闹钟都差点儿叫不醒 XD

今天哈山在回家前去了浇花，这小子一直想要用水管来浇，
怎么可能让他用水管，我们都担心花会淹死呢。呵呵

我们把装了水的浇花壶给了他，浇着～浇着～浇着～～

突然 “噗哧” 一声，
哈山这小魔头把浇花壶倒转来把里面的水全都倒在花上了。。。=⌂=!!!

过后，哈山这魔头（我猜花儿们也应该是这样想的）终于让 nic 给送回家了。

肚子饿到三点多差不多四点了，乌鸦才吃午餐。

而今天的菜单是－－－打包的炒饭。

那么迟才吃，今晚晚餐不知道吃得下不。
老妈一定又会喋喋不休地数乌鸦怎么那么迟吃啊什么的。哈哈

回家后才补放一张魔头浇花的照片吧！


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clear noon.

not knowing why today im so sleepy, i even slept late this morning.

last night wasnt sleeping so late, hmm? (wondering why...)
even my alarm almost cant wake me up XD

today Hassan went watering the plants before he go home,
but this boy kept wanting to use the pipe to water,
no way in letting him to use the pipe,
we are all worrying the garden area will be serious flooding. heh

we gave him a watering can with water inside, so he water~ water~ water~~

suddenly there's this "POOSHHH" sound appeared,
Hassan this little devil turn the watering can over,
and poured all of the water out right on the flowers... =⌂=!!!

after that, Hassan, the devil (i guess the flowers probably think the same)
finally sent home by nic.

i was starving until 3pm+ almost 4pm only i had my lunch.

and today's menu is ------ the take-away fried rice.

so late then i eat my lunch, i wonder what about tonight's dinner.
my mom must be nagging at me non-stop asking why am i eating my lunch so late again. lolz

tonight when im home, i will be adding on a pic of the devil watering plants!

NEW CLOTHES PLAN ` 新衣计划

夜晴

这下午睡得死死的，昨晚三点多差不多四点才睡，可是今早八点多竟然就醒了。
唉～这是劳碌命啊～

然后被捉去洗地，虽然不是很多，可是还是有点儿累。

洗完了，就忍不住倒在床上睡下去了。

醒来后，发现莉 MSN 我，好像有事说。可是刚才乌鸦睡着了 =_=!
而莉说了几句就不知道跑哪儿去了。
乌鸦发现她的个人信息写着 "expectations always lead to disappointments"
大概是这样吧？会不会是不开心呀？

但因为赶着洗澡出去，所以等不到莉回来。

乌鸦一家人去了 Jusco 买衣服，乌鸦用电话上网，
原来莉是想说本来打算叫我帮她拿成绩的，
但是个人信息的，她却一直说没事，乱写而已。到底真的假的？

今晚乌鸦买了四条裤子，两长两短的。哈哈！
试到很好看，没办法。忍不住就买了那么多条。谁叫我穿得好看呢？:P

呼～新衣计划终于都完美完成了～呵呵

莉在二月底开始开课了，可是上课时间好多都在晚上，
她这傻女孩工作和上课后，驾车很危险，因为太累了。
可是好几天都是在工作日，所以乌鸦没办法载她，我也要上班。
唯有星期六，被乌鸦成功说服她让我当司机，呵呵！

终于可以和她分担些她的负担，
乌鸦也要学习驾得安稳些了，让她在我车上好好休息下吧。
不过就是不能在工作日接载她，好担心，而且那几天放学时间都是天黑的时候。~_~


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clear night.

today afternoon i slept like a dead body, last night i slept at 3am+ almost 4am,
but this morning i woke at 8am+
aiks~ what a worker's life~

after that i was asked to wash the floor of my house, although not really a lot,
but still a bit tired.

finished washing, i really cant stand, i fall asleep.

when i wake up, found viv MSN me, seems like she has something to tell.
but i fall asleep just now =_=!
and she went somewhere else after a few messages.
found her personal message putting "expectations always lead to disappointments"
roughly like this, i think? is she not feeling happy?

but because i was rushing to bath and going out, i cant wait until viv back.

my family went to Jusco to buy clothes, i went online using my phone,
finally viv said she was actually planning to ask me to get her result,
but for her personal message, she kept saying nothing and said just simply putting it.
is it real or fake?

tonight i bought 4 pants, 2 short 2 long, haha!
tested and they look really nice, no choice, just buy it!
who asked me to wear it that nicely, right? :P

phew~ my new clothes plan had accomplished perfectly~ heh

viv is going to start her class during end of february, but there are a lot of night classes.
this silly girl is so tired after work and school, it's so dangerous if she drives like that.
but most of the classes are working days, so i cant fetch, i got to work too.
only for saturday, i success in convincing her to let me be her driver, heh!

finally i can share some of her burden now,
i also need to learn how to drive a bit more stable, so that she can rest nicely in my car.
but i cant fetch her during working days, so worry,
furthermore that few classes' ending time will be the time when night is dark. ~_~

HOUSE WARMING 2 ` 入伙酒 二

早晴

乌鸦昨晚迷迷糊糊的，没怎么写出昨晚的情形。
所以今天决定要把入伙酒写多点，可惜没有照片。

昨天真的快要用豆腐撞死自杀去了，因为莉，她差点儿就没来了。

其他的朋友，Pyng, Wyng, Sam, Jinyan, Jan, Joyce, Yee, Ken 和 Ying 都没来。
Pyng, Wyng 和 Sam 因为 Wyng 工作太累所以就不来了。
Jan, Joyce 和 Yee 因为 Yee 的爸才刚过世不久，Jan 和 Joyce 不可能丢下 Yee 的。
Ken 呢，临时说会去做社工。
Ying 也因为要去最好朋友的生日会而来不及过来。
JINYAN 这个乌鸦其中一个最好的朋友，给的只有借口，没有理由！

最后，只有 Kum, Bay 和 Xiao Gui 来了。Xiao Gui 这家伙还买了支红酒送我，
后来听他说，选红酒的时候，选到这支红酒是因为有个飞马图片的，看起来很霸气。=_=
乌鸦对这家伙无言了。不过真的谢啦！哈哈 :D

乌鸦的表姐们和大姨一直都在问 “朋友呢？朋友呢？”
乌鸦心里知道她们指的朋友是女朋友啦，我才不信她们想看我的普通朋友。
心里就想到了莉，唉～可是不是，哈哈！
所以一直推说没有，大姨还问 “怎么到现在还不去找一个？”
乌鸦不知道怎么答，答非所问地说 ：“没啦～没啦～” XD

也因为这样，当莉来的时候，她们一个两个在打眼色问我是不是她。哈哈。

这整晚乌鸦真的不大懂得怎么招呼别人，就是不懂 =_=

一直都在看看手表，看看外面。“怎么还没来？”

她终于来了，乌鸦忍不住就走出去接她。别人怎么看，我不管了。^_^!

不过见到了她后，真的恨不得盖自己一巴掌，
乌鸦当时简直就是语无伦次加上手足无措，不知道该带她先去哪儿好，
天哪～乌鸦 130 多的智商都去了哪里？？！

后来我、她还有 nic 在我的房间里聊天，
感觉很开心，虽然乌鸦没怎么说话。就是很开心。
当时，她就和乌鸦坐在床上，而 nic 就坐在乌鸦的椅子。

我知道 nic 在制造机会给我和莉，我知道的。
nic 找个借口出去了后就没回来房间了。

而昨晚乌鸦唯一能好好的看着她的时候，
就是她在我的房间和朋友说电话的那一阵子。因为，她发觉不了。呵呵

她走的时候，乌鸦一直送到外面，到她的车前。
不想错过那一点点在她身边的时间，
而且天黑了，至少那一小段路乌鸦在身边她会很安全。:P

她走了后，乌鸦就陪 Kum, Bay 和 Xiao Gui 他们了。
很开心，乌鸦很少喝酒的，昨晚就喝了些，一点就已经让乌鸦感觉脑袋涨涨的。

哈哈，不过，乌鸦老爸却直接给喝醉过去了，站都站不稳。笑死我了。


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clear day.

i was really blur last night, didnt really talk about how was the party.
so i decided to write a bit more about last night, but what a waste, didnt take any pic.

yesterday i nearly wanted bang my head to a block of taufu to suicide,
because of viv, she almost not coming.

the rest of my friends, Pyng, Wyng, Sam, Jinyan, Jan, Joyce, Yee, Ken and Ying,
they didnt come.
Pyng, Wyng and Sam is because Wyng was exhausted from work.
Jan, Joyce and Yee because Yee's father just passed away, so i can understand.
Jan and Joyce cannot dump Yee alone.
Ken, he last minute said he has community work to do.
Ying also because she has to attend her best friend's birthday party so she cant come over.
JINYAN this one of my best friends, gave me only excuses but no reason!

at the end, only Kum, Bay and Xiao Gui came.
Xiao Gui this fella bought a bottle of red wine, then he said how he choose the wine,
he bought this because the unicorn label looks stylish. =_=
i was really speechless to him. but yeah, really thanx for the gift! haha :D

my cousins and my aunt kept asking: "where's ur friend? where's ur friend?"
i knew they were asking for girlfriend,
i seriously dont believe that they will ask about my normal friend.
then i thought of viv, sigh~ too bad, she's not, haha!
therefore i was keep saying no, my aunt asked: "why till now still not getting one?"
honestly, i dont know how to answer her,
i was just keep saying "no lah~ no lah~" like an idiot. XD

and also that is why when viv came,
they all keep show me some signals to ask if she is the one. lolz.

this whole night i really dont know how to serve the guests, just dont know how =_=

was all the time looking at my watch, look around outside. "why not reaching yet?"

finally she reached, i cant stop myself to walk out and bring her in.
what do people think, i dont care already. ^_^!

but after seeing her, i really felt like slapping myself,
that time was really nervous, i dont know what to do, where should i bring her to,
gosh, where's my 130+ IQ gone??!

end up, me, her and also nic had a chat in my room,
felt happy, although i didnt talk much. just happy.
that time she was sitting besides me on my bed, while nic sitting on my chair.

i know nic was making chances for me and viv, i know that.
nic gave an excuse then he went out and never come back to the room.

and last night, my only time that i can look at her without worry,
is the short time when she talking to her friend using her mobile phone in my room.
because, she wont be able to realize that. heh.

when she's leaving, i send her until outside, until in front of her car.
i dont want to miss any, even that little time to stay by her side,
and since the night is dark,
at least she will be safe when im with her during that short walk. :P

after she left, i went to accompany Kum, Bay and Xiao Gui.
was very happy, i only drink once in the blue moon,
last night i did drink a bit, a bit enough to let me feel blur,
my brain cannot function well after that.

lolz, but my dad straight went drunk, cant even stand well. got me die laughing.