《我的灵魂在尖叫》

今天是阴天。

尽管外面的太阳很热很光亮，今天是阴天。

很倒霉的一天，在今天狠狠地栽了个跟斗，那是关于考试的事情。

不知道怎么，这次我好害怕，害怕再废多一次，

不是因为担心我毕不了业，那对我来说其实并不重要的。

我只是好害怕看见爸妈那心痛时叹气的模样，不能够再废了，不可以的。


©2009 `x-horizon

《我双眼流着血，心里滴着泪。》
《我有病，但治不好自己。》
《是我欠了你们一辈子的债，该怎么还？》
《该怎么还？》

——————外表平静而灵魂在尖叫着的人。

和妈闹得有点儿僵，我其实知道的，只是不想去面对吧了。

我本以为我改变了，不像以前那样足不出户，不像以前那样没什么朋友。

可原来我也只是比原地踏步强了少许而已，

我和从前仅仅只有一步之遥，一步之遥啊！

真的还不足够，非常地不足够。

我知道这是一种病，性格已经脱离了轨道好久，

我已经不是小时候那个充满着自信的，

那个甚至不肯屈服于大自然力量的，

那个能对响着猛雷、下着大雨的老天爷大声叫骂与挑衅的小家伙了。

我知道他们在痛心，他们彷徨，

貌似我真的没有力量改变自己，因为逃避的心理一直存在着。

残缺不全，残缺不全，原来我一直都残缺不全，

我根本没有足够的勇气与力量来面对这大恐怖，自信也早已跌破了表。

还不了，还不了的。

《逃离去远方》

©2008-2009 =medialunatica

Augustana - Boston

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone? Oh, it has begun
Oh dear, you look so lost
Your eyes are red, the tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
She said, you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
You carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
Where flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
And fly 'em out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I was tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind

I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of Sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice, oh yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name, yeah
Where no one knows my name, hey
Where no one knows my name

Boston, where no one knows my name


我也好想逃离这里。

《泥人偶》

妳把泥儿搓了个圆当作头，

接着捏了双脚与双手。

最后加多块身体全都黏起来，

我就能跳也能走。

对着镜子摆个ＰＯＳＥ，

没什么颜色还是很简陋，

其实我很简单，甚至是很丑。


©2009 ~agullah

我有点儿沮丧，

也有点儿愁。

妳说我们来打勾勾，

永远不准把谁遗漏。

我愣愣地陷入妳的温柔，

望了望自己没有手指的手，

於是我捏了根指头，和妳勾了勾。

以后用妳捏的手牽着妳逛逛走走，

用妳捏的肩膀，给妳依靠在哭泣的时候。

妳总是调皮地作弄我，

害我这头生气，那头就要抹了换个笑容。

好几次我都怀疑心口里少了些什么，

妳就说当妳帮我捏着身体时，早把我的心给偷。

哦，我这泥人偶，

妳的泥人偶。。。

《原来只有五个字》

©2009 ~thanuU

“ 十二月前或许我就能找到一个她了？那我们就可以一齐去旅游啦。 ”

席间，我满怀着希翼地说道。

大家都在谈着十二月的旅行，互相揶揄着对方怎么还不快找个伴侣。

说着，双眼迷蒙，心里不自禁浮现了她的身影，

就如今早一样，看见了不少穿着芭蕾舞衣的小女孩时，

眼光亦会不自禁地寻觅着那个身影，

然后心里很失落，很失落。

猛然想起曾经看见过这么一篇文章，

怎么知道你已经爱上了他？

当你符合这七个条件时，说明你已经爱上了他/她。

1. 当你正在忙时，却把手机开著， 等著她/他的短信。

你已经爱上她/他了

2. 如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步。

你已经爱上她/他了

3. 当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意她/他，

但是当她/他离开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他。

你已经爱上她/他了

4. 当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她， 替她/他著急。

你已经爱上她/他了

5. 当她/他和别人要好时， 你会感到吃不知其味。

你已经爱上她/他了

6. 当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑。

你已经爱上她/他了

7. 当你看到这篇文章时， 心里想到某个人。

那么你肯定已经爱上她/他了

我好讨厌这种感觉。。。想逃。

原来当思念充斥着整个心头时，只有五个字。

妳 最 近 好 吗 ？

《再见了，从前》

©2008-2009 ~amsterdam-jazz

再见了！不，别再见了！

我对着从前的糟糕生活挥了挥手说道。

以前的我生命残缺不全，

欢笑的时候仅能感觉自己的嘴角在上扬，

我看不见别人，因为身边没有人。

悲伤的时候仅有更悲伤的歌在耳边飘荡，

我以为看见人了，因为眼前一片模糊。

那是以前了，我应该对着镜子里的自己挥挥手道别才对的，

虽然这样看起来像个疯子。

现在我变得疯疯癫癫，在朋友面前不需要伪装不需要保护自己，

在朋友面前不需要掩饰悲伤，不需要掩饰感情，

在朋友面前就是不需要太复杂，友谊是应该简简单单的。

朋友，万分感谢。



特此谢谢Ｅｄｄｉｅ和我分享了这首歌，

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.