LOST IN THE MEMORIES ` 迷失在回忆里

夜晴

这个晚上感觉有点儿茫然，

她还没上线呢，不知道在哪里，做着什么？

快要农历新年了啊，想起每年中学朋友都会来拜年，
乌鸦以前很少出外，对我来说这一年一度的就是我们朋友间的聚会。

可惜今年呀，他们都在国外了。

那天，Chee Wei 告诉乌鸦，今年他们不会带乌鸦出去玩了，他们都会在国外了。

突然好想他们，Chee Wei 这个在学溜冰时偶然认识的一个好朋友，
就好像乌鸦的大哥哥一样，还有 Pui Leng，他的甜蜜女友，乌鸦的同班同学，
是曾经同一个住宅区很好的朋友呢。

还有那叽叽喳喳的 Yen，常常在笑的 Wee Lick，还有、还有好多呢。
今年他们都会在国外了吧？

想起了以前中学上课的时候，常坐在班上后排睡觉的乌鸦，
也是常徘徊在咱精英班的最后几名。

以前的乌鸦，其实好不了也坏不透，上课都在睡觉，清醒的时候就下棋，哈哈。
校服呢常常都是前面塞，后面拉出来。

而乌鸦自认为最诚实的一次呢就是，
功课没做，老师问乌鸦为什么，乌鸦答：“因为懒惰。”

没想到，这样的乌鸦以前面对的是老师，现在面对的却是学生，是小孩子。

好想念以前的无忧无虑，想念穿着校服校鞋在校园悠悠荡荡地蹓跶，
想念逃课时的紧张，想念那时候课室门前调戏女生的情景，
想念那时候的爱情很纯洁，想念那时候才有的暗恋。呵呵。

这，是一个关于回忆的晚上。:)


---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 -----------------------------------------
--------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english ---------------------------------


clear night.

tonight i feel a bit lost,

she isnt online yet, where is she, what is she doing?

chinese new year is around the corner, remind me of my secondary school friends,
they visit my house every year, i used to be very less outing,
to me, every once a year this will be a gathering for our secondary school friends.

but not this year, they are almost all overseas now.

that day, Chee Wei told me, this year they are not going to bring me out to have fun,
they are already overseas now.

suddenly, i miss them so much, Chee Wei who i knew him from ice skating class last time,
he is a good friend of mine and he's almost like a big brother to me,
also Pui Leng, his sweet girlfriend, my secondary classmate, who is also my good friend,
also one who lived just nearby my old house.

also the noisy Yen, the non-stop laughing Wee Lick, and many more.
think they will be all overseas this year?

thinking of them also reminding me about my secondary school life,
i used to be sitting and also sleeping at the classroom's back row,
by the way me too always struggling at the last few positions in this elite class.

in fact, i wasnt so good yet not too bad last time,
often sleeping during lesson time and playing chess when im awake, lolz.
my school uniform used to tuck in front part and leave the back out.

and the most honest time i ever admit is,
i never do my homework, the teacher asked me why, i answered: "because of lazy."

never expect that, a person like me used to deal with teacher,
but now people that im dealing with is student, is children.

im missing the old times when i have no doubt of my life,
missing when i hanging around the school with my school attires,
missing the panic when i skip class,
missing the scene of me flirting the girls in front of the class's door,
missing of the love is so pure last time,
missing the secret crush which only happen at that time. heh.

this is a night of memories flash back. :)