Saturday, January 10, 2009

LEO ii ` 狮子座二


狮子座二

力平衡的一周 8月,3-10日

黄道宫位置:约在狮子座9-18度

季节:仲夏

元素:火

主宰行星:太阳

象征符号:狮子

理解事物的方式:直觉

优点:忠诚专一、值得信赖、崇尚自然

缺点:自虐倾向、忧郁消沉、内疚不安


  狮子二的代表意象是「平衡的力量」,相当于一个成年人正处在喜欢付出关爱、保护弱小的时期。这时期的成年人会用更认真的态度思考人生,并在家庭、社会或团体中扮演重要角色。他们会鼓起勇气去追寻个人的理想和信念,绝不轻易放弃目标。

  在这段时间出生的人,会发展出成年人特有的均衡、冷静特质,不论在社会上扮演何种角色、从事哪种行业,都具有超强的工作效率,也能充份掌握权力并散发影响力。换句话说,这段时间出生的人,都具有独断、尊荣、高贵和真诚的个性特质。

  狮子二的人坚强、勇敢,面对挑战时会全力出击,碰到问题和困难也绝不退缩,一定会想尽办法解决。奋战过程中免不了面临危险挫折,但他们不是有勇无谋型的人,事实上,这类型的人很实际,也很了解自己的能力和极限,他们会尽力而为,但是很少会为超越极限而冒险。狮子二的人很顽固,凡事自有主见,你若没有十足的耐心和毅力,很难说服他们改变心意。狮子二的人觉得自己很有眼光,任何虚假、无聊的东西,他们都能一眼视破。经不起时间考验的怪力乱神,都会被他们批评得体无完肤。

  狮子二的人专注力惊人,美中不足的是,有时太过于专注在某一件事情上,反而使他们忽略了周边的事物,无法保持客观、公正。同样地,凡事太依赖逻辑推理,有时就会忘了什么才是最适合自己、对自己最有利的。其实他们的直觉能力很强,有些事情只要仰赖自己的直觉,就能做出最准确的判断。然而,过度依赖逻辑推理或只凭直觉办事都很危险,这会让他们偏颇了事实,造成不利的影响。

  狮子二的人天生耐力十足,个性执拗,不屈不挠。这种性格的优点是他们做事情很专注,有始有终;坏处是为了达到目的, 有时他们的刻苦自励会演变成「自虐倾向」。比如说,当爱情、婚姻或事业不顺利时,他们竟然可以毫无怨言,私下苦苦寻求解决之道,痛苦地忍耐彼此不愉快的关系达数年之久。虽然提早分手对双方都比较好,可是他们就是如此想不开,宁愿受苦,也不愿结束关系。如果婚姻或感情真的坏到不得不结束了,这类型的人会将失败归咎给命运多舛,或是对方没有意愿再交往的征结上,从此忧郁度日、消沉颓丧。这类型的人经常自责,失败之后需要很长一段时间疗伤止痛。

  狮子二的人的最大敌人是他们自己。当他们意气风发时,会表现出自信满满的样子,并运用权力支配别人,一旦失去了分寸,就会威胁到自己的地位,坏了名声。此时,他们会自艾自怜,利用酒精或毒品麻醉自己,甚至干起非法勾当。为了维持身心健康,这类型的人最好时时检讨自 己,凡事适可而止。狮子座二的孩子或朋友看到他们表现失常,将会十分伤心,大受打击;而这类型的人看到亲爱的人为自己而痛苦,又会兴起保护弱者的本能,再度激起自己的奋战欲望。

  在这个「力平衡的一周」出生的人,若是找到了一个自己能够支配、掌控的工作环境,往往就能充份发挥潜能。然而,这类型的人每隔一段时间,就会有强烈的欲望,想要远离人群、隐居到私密的空间里,于是他们就会表现得很冷淡、孤傲。其实,他们只是想躲起来疗伤止痛;但是偶尔也有一些比较严重的个案出现,他们会在孤立起自己后,拚命钻牛角尖,变成偏执狂。因此,这类型的人最好能敞开心胸,不要以拚命三郎的态度,执着于自己的想法和工作上,要知道,凡事退一步想,往往海阔天空。

  大部份狮子座二的人都很诚恳,对待朋友忠心耿耿。他们喜欢保护弱者,同情遭到歧视、声势较弱的人,所以他们不爱结交权贵,喜欢跟普通人交往。这并不是因为他们没有能力跟社会上不同阶级的人来往,只因为他们厌恶上流社会的虚伪造作。

  狮子二的人个性强悍,不好招惹,勇于面对磨难。通常,他们会分析问题,静待困难迎刃而解。他们不喜欢依赖别人,倾向于在自己构筑的城堡中,发挥统筹支配的权力,避免为人情牵绊而操心。

  凡是狮子座二的人的同事、下属、家人、朋友和伴侣都知道,这类型的人心情不好时,最不喜欢别人催促或刺激。这时,不妨让他们一个人静一静。

  也许,别人会说狮子二的人感觉比较迟钝,事实上,这是因为这类型的人有时太专注在某件事情上,不小心忽略了身边的人事物,而不是他们真的麻木不仁。很多狮子二的人都能了解别人的情绪和感觉,只是他们不觉得自己有必要一起投入情感,他们就是有办法无动于衷、置身事外。很多在这一周出生的人,会觉得扯上情感的事情非常麻烦,总是想尽办法设法避免掉这种麻烦事,有时这种排拒心理可溯源自他们不愉快的童年经验。所以,这类型的人如果刚好遇见比较多愁善感、情绪化一点的配偶、情人或子女,他们之间可能会引发一连串不愉快的冲突与争执。

  狮子二的人个性率直,不装模作样,因此他们很讨厌喜欢摆架子的人。这类型的人最受不了别人虚伪、说谎、不诚恳的行为,可能会因为看不惯而大发雷霆。然而,如果他们不注意控制自己的愤怒和急躁,往往会影响到他们的心理平衡状态,间接减弱了他们的力量。狮子二的亲密爱人可以利用身体旳亲密接触,以及玩世不恭的生活态度,引导他们过快乐轻松的生活。

P/S:很准的48星区,自己看吧。


BORING ` 闷


夜晴

下个星期六我有张试卷要考,想到就没劲。

呵呵,而乌鸦的大考应该会在四月初吧,天哪,大考好难好难啊~~~~~

啊~~~到底还让不让人活了?!

今天真的是名副其实的“ BORING DAY ”,其中一个原因是上课很闷啦 哈哈

还以为今晚会和黑名单一起吃晚餐呢,临时被放鸽子了 =_=

想买
Twilight的翻版影碟来看,哈哈哈,哪知道竟然没货。。。真是的

可怜的乌鸦没机会看 【Twilight】 的电影啊~~ 貌似很好看。:(


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clear night.

i have one exam paper next saturday, really feel no strength by thinking of that.

heh, and my final exam is around the corner, probably will be the starting of April,
gosh, the final exam is so so so god damn difficult man~~~~~~

argh~~~ give me a break?!

today is a BORING DAY seriously,
one of the reason is because the lecture is boring, lolz.

thought am going to have dinner with BlackList tonight,
who knows they last minute canceled the plan =_=

i wanted to buy the [Twilight] pirated DVD, hahaha, but sad case, no stock... damn.

pity me, i have no chance watching [Twilight] the movie, seems interesting. :(

Friday, January 09, 2009

《戏子无情》


细碎小步戏台上,妳那精致的脸画了眉,涂了唇,上了妆。

看妳身穿戏服,挥长袖,戴头冠,妖艳不可方物。

柔声细语,时娇笑,时皱眉,却让我瞥见平淡暗里藏。

戏子本无情,一切悲欢不曾真,这句老话竟活在妳身上。

台上台下,再分不清真假,该明白这一出戏,这一生散不了场。



HIGHWAY ` 高速公路


夜晴

今天六点多开始回家,塞车用了大约一个多小时。

途中迷迷糊糊的,非常睏。

想着事情,想着想着。。。想着。。想着。。。想。。哇!! O_O
前面的车都跑大老远去了,幸好没被骂,也没撞上别人。

看来,没办法了,把车窗给打开,吹吹风。

突然心血来潮,一路缓缓地走,一路用手机拍拍照片,哈哈。
发现自己没那么睏了。:D

呼~塞车真是又累又闷啊。


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clear night.

start coming home by 6pm plus today,
the traffic jam took me about more than an hour.

on the way, i was feeling very blur, very sleepy.

i was thinking something, thinking.. thinking... thinking.... wa!! O_O
the cars in front of me had already gone quite far away,
it's lucky that i didnt get scold by the cars from behind or crashing the other cars.

hmm, seems i have got no other ways, i opened my car's window to feel the wind's blow.

suddenly something came into my mind, i took pictures while i was driving slowly, lolz.
eh? am not that sleepy anymore. :D

phew~ traffic jam is really tiring and boring.

HAPPINESS ` 快乐


早晴

昨晚心里一直感到很烦闷,却找不出原因。到底怎么了?

今天一大早从家出发的时候,天空阴阴暗暗的。
打开了收音机,传来了一阵轻快的音乐。听着听着,人也轻松多了。

乌鸦心里一动,“快乐有那么困难吗?

曾经有那么一个故事,依稀记得是一个人向神要求得到快乐,可是神却给不了他。
似乎,快乐是神也给不了的东西。

但其实当你不那么执着的时候,不再把好的坏的都紧紧捏在手里的时候,
快乐,真的有那么困难吗?

告诉自己应该轻松点儿,然后做些轻松的事,听些轻快的歌。

別告诉我你会一边哼歌一边把脸绷得紧紧的,
或者,一边看喜剧一边面无表情地呵呵笑?我说,可別把你妈给吓闭过气去了。

所以,心情真的能有那么糟吗?快乐是在于你怎么想以及怎么做。

人生只有短短几十年,为啥硬要把烦恼都绑在身上,然后额头贴个“我不快乐”呢?

下个星期六,我家好像真的打算办入伙酒,不知道她会来么?


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clear day.

last night was feeling mood swings, but not sure why. hmm, what happened?

this early morning when i depart from my home,
the sky was cloudy and dark.
i then turned on my car radio, i felt relaxed, it was some lively music.

then i thought of something, "is that difficult to be happy?"

there was a story, i cant recall the whole but it is about a man making a wish.
he was asking god to give him happiness, but god unable to make it.
it seems, happiness is something that god cannot give.

but if ur not being stubborn or strict to urself,
not holding all the good and bad stuffs so tightly,
being happy, is that so difficult?

tell urself that u should relax, then do something relaxing, listening songs that are lively.

dont tell me that ur gonna hum a song with a poker face,
or, watching the comedy while u laugh without any emotions?
gosh, i got to tell u, please dont overly terrify ur mom and cause her coma, kay.

therefore, are u really that moody like it's going to be the end of the world?
happiness is actually up to how u think and how u do.

life is short, there are only few tens of years for us,
why must we tie ourselves with all these shits?
and label ourselves with a "im not happy" on the forehead?

hmm, next saturday, my family seems to be really organizing a house warming,
will she be coming?

Thursday, January 08, 2009

《梁祝之蝶萦》


沥血沾笔书柔情,


泪尽妆洗掀红巾。

还记小楼互有约,

倚坟痴语说君听?

生不同衾死同穴,

化蝶凡里双飞萦。



注:此作写的是【梁祝】那段至死不渝的爱情。

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

DIFFERENT ` 不一样了


夜晴

没想到我连续两个星期的韩语课请了假后,这个星期竟然会是老师倒跟我们请假了。呵呵
不过想到下星期六 SEGi 学院有考试,而且作业还没赶好,心里就轻松不下来。~_~

突然間,发觉乌鸦写部落格写得很起劲儿。哈哈
是太无聊了吧?其实乌鸦很喜欢写些东西,特别是中文。
曾经想过,以后有时间了可是要写部小说的!

对了,说到小说,喜爱小说者,乌鸦强力推荐萧鼎的第一仙侠小说--诛仙
精彩的剧情、凄美的爱情、优美的字句,一切一切尽在这部小说里!
全书八本,大众书局售卖马币二十五块一本!有机会一定买下来的,看着吧,不会太久!

今天和莉说了几句,她刚打完今天的第二分工,准备着今晚的第三分。
想告诉她別那么辛苦,可是说不出口。我不应该管太多,所以接下来我沉默了。
只说了些没营养的叫她注意安全之类的。

驾车回家的途中,想通了。
有三个女生狠狠地在我心里霸占了个位置,虽然现在已经不再爱她们了,
但是这个位置还是很重要。

tina ,她让乌鸦真正认识了爱
嘉,她教会了乌鸦要珍惜
茵,她教会了乌鸦怎么忍让与尊重她

不知道她们过得好吗?乌鸦想知道,却不想过问。
不是我的,得不到就是得不到。想开点啦~哈哈!
傻 boo,乌鸦也想找个自己喜欢的女生然后叫她嫁给我吧。。!

昨晚 ying 问我,这样写不怕她看见吗?
反正都没了,还担心什么来着?哈哈,而且也不是什么大秘密。
脸皮不够厚,说不出口,还写不出来么?


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clear night.

didnt expect that i skipped two weeks of korean class continuously,
then today my korean teacher told me, she not manage to make a class for today. lolz.
but thinking of next saturday, there's an exam in SEGi college,
plus my assignments not yet finish. i seriously cant relax at all. ~_~

suddenly, i find myself so hardworking in writing blog, haha.
may be im too bored? actually i love writing something, especially in chinese.
i ever think of writing a novel when i have time!

oh yeah, speaking about novel, those who loves chinese novel,
i strongly recommend Xiao Ding's number one novel -------- Zhu Xian!
great story, beautiful love, wonderful writing, so much in this novel!
the whole novel has eight books, selling RM 25.00 each book in Popular book shop!
if i have a chance, i will definitely buy the whole set home,
let's see, it wont takes too long!

hmm, today i talked to viv for a very short while,
she had just finished her second job of the day and preparing for the third.
i felt like telling her not to suffer herself so much, but i couldnt tell it out.
am not suppose to be overly busybody, therefore i have nothing to say, im silent.
at the end, i only manage to say some useless things like drive safe or take care.

when i was driving home today, i guess i straightened this out in my mind.
there are three girls taken a position in my heart, although no longer loving them,
but their position is still very important.

tina, she let me experience and understand love.
chia, she taught me how to appreciate.
medly, she taught me how to be patient and to respect her.

how are they recently? i felt like knowing but i didnt want to ask it straightly.
things that dont meant for me, i will never get them forever. so think it open! lolz.
sha boo, i think the same, i want to find a girl i love and tell her to marry me..!

last night, ying asked me, not worrying that she can read my blog?
well, since am not putting any hope on it anymore, so what's gonna be worse? lolz.
plus, these are not really any big secrets after all.
my face is not thick enough to tell it out through my mouth,
still cant i write it out?

WHAT A DAY ` 算什么的一天啊


午晴

今早都不想起床了,手提的闹钟都响了三次才爬得起来。

驾车上班的时候还有点儿睏呢,塞车真烦。

今天中心一团糟的,哈山的妈今天带着哈山和他弟,侯赛因一起来。
哈山就特別难搞,因为妈妈在,所以一直闹别扭而且还哭呢,晕!

真有点儿担心如果有别的小孩在,会不会打架。

后来发现哈山发烧了,他的妈就把他们提前带回家。

有点儿松了一口气,不能再让哈山的妈陪在这里了,会反了天的。

今晚有韩语课呢,有点儿茫然,逃了几课,什么都不记得了。
这次,死。。。定。。了~~~~~

对了,刚才和 nic 的妈说着新年旅行,叫我问我妈选日期。
打了电话过去,我妈说:“你不记得了吗?年初四我们有出去呀。”
我当场懵了,什么跟什么啊?出去哪儿?

后来把电话传给伯母,说完后,伯母很激动地说:“你惨了,我看你被卖了也不懂!”
乌鸦只好傻笑,我真的是没点儿印象嘛。哈哈

原来我家年初四会去合艾,我。。。真的不懂啊?! ^_^!!


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clear noon.

this morning really dont feel like waking up,
my handphone's alarm rang for thrice only then i manage to climb up from my bed.

i was feeling sleepy when i drive to work, plus the god damn traffic jam is so irritating.

well, today centre is a mess, Hassan's mom brought Hassan's brother, Hussein along.
Hassan is so hard to handle today, with the reason of his mum being here,
he's being so emotional and even cried! *faint*

kinda worry if there are other children here, they might fight.

after while, we found Hassan's having fever, so his mom decided to bring him home early.

we feel relieve after all, cant let Hassan's mom staying here with him anymore,
will turn the centre upside down.

tonight i have korean class, im a bit blur,
after skipping few classes, now i dont remember anything.
this time, am gonna die........for........sure~~~~~

oh yeah, just now was talking with nic's mom about the trip during chinese new year,
so i was asked to call up my mom and ask about the possible date.

bla bla bla, then my mom asked:
"dont you remember? we are going out at the fourth day of the new year."
i stoned, what? where are we going?

then, i passed the phone to auntie, after the talk, auntie is a bit agitate and said:
"ur in trouble, i think u dont even know if someone sold u out somewhere!"
lolz, i just laughed, i seriously cant recall anything about it man.

so my family is going to Hat Yai on the fourth day of chinese new year,
i... really dont know about this, eh?! ^_^!!


Tuesday, January 06, 2009

WHAT HAPPENED ` 怎么了


夜晴


莉是不是不开心呢?

看见她的 MSN 个人信息放着“now i know...” 会是不开心么?


乌鸦该怎么办?这两天我都没找她说话,不知道该说什么好呢。

我在害怕,应该又会是淡淡的回应吧?呵,还是別打扰的好。

怎么总不能让自己自然点儿?不是说好了当朋友的吗?

不是说好了要放手了吗?为什么还要管呢?

为什么还不能洒脱点儿呢?


其实我不要求很多,只希望和她说话时,多点说话少点敷衍,不是说两句就不见了。
就这样而已。

乌鸦特爱简单的事物,因为自身很复杂。没有的,总是最让人渴望的,不是吗?

这红尘,最是让人沉迷啊。



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clear night.

is viv feeling unhappy?

saw her MSN personal message is putting "now i know..." it sounds not right.

what should i do? these two days i didnt find her for a chat, not sure what to say.
im afraid, probably it will be the same cold replies? heh, better not to disturb.

hmm, why cant i be a bit more natural? arent we promised to be friend?

didnt i say let go? why am i caring right now?

why cant i be a bit more open, just let go?

in fact, i dont ask for much, i just hope that,
we can have more talk, not just entertaining me, one or two replies and gone.
just this.

i love things that are simple, because me myself is complicated.
things that u dont have, are always the best,
isnt it?

sigh, this complicated world, so addicting.

HASSAN'S FIRST DAY ` 哈山的第一天


午阴

今天是哈山第一天到来,想搞定这小子还真不容易。

哈山是个很有个性的小孩而且语言不通,他听得懂我,我听不懂他 ~_~ 郁闷!

和他沟通只能装傻和装懂,哈哈!哈山这小子古灵精怪的,好多表情。
他能说好多话,可是我压根儿就是不懂!真是的,他不急,我倒急了!

哈山他爸说这小子常看 Tom & Jerry ,大家大概都知道是什么吧?
猫捉老鼠的卡通,哈山学到了不少暴力行为。
但是他很聪明,今天他睡醒后还教我怎么关收音机。。。 其实!我是懂的!*脸红*

今天陪他吃了个饭,
害我都和他一样肮脏了,呵呵。
感觉好像回到了以前在 damansara 的 childcare 工作的时候,
好想念娃娃呢,不知道还记得我么?

今晚回去后,再补放一张我今天的午餐的照片,营养餐!

嗯,像快要下雨了。莉,今天很累吗?照顾身子呢。



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补放的午餐照 ` added on my lunch picture

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cloudy noon.

today is Hassan's first day coming, handling him is really not easy.
Hassan is a boy who has very strong personality and we cant really communicate,
he understands us, he understands english very well.
but the problem is we dont understand him at all, he doesnt speak english!

talking with him is like always pretending to know and understand, lolz.
Hassan is an active boy, he has lots of emotions on his face.
he can speaks very well, but just not english! man, am even more eager to know him!

Hassan's dad said this boy loves watching Tom & Jerry, should know what is it right?
a cartoon of cat catching the mouse, he learned lots of violent stuffs from there.
but indeed, he is a very clever boy, when he wakes up today,
he even taught me how to off the radio... in fact! i know how to off it, kay! *blush*

today i watched him having his lunch, gosh, making me dirty like he does, heh.
felt like i was back to the childcare i worked in damansara,
miss Wawa very much, wondering if she still remember me?

i will add on a picture of my nutricious lunch of today after i get back to home tonight.

hmm, seems to be raining soon. are u tired today, viv? take care.

Monday, January 05, 2009

HER JAZZ ` 她的爵士乐


夜晴

有谁来我的爵士吧听歌吗?呵呵,因为 Joanna 王若琳,所以我喜欢了爵士乐。
虽然我还是不大懂爵士乐,但喜欢她就好。

她不是非常漂亮的女歌手,可是却有着最独特的声音。


接下来奉献 Times of Your Life 的歌词,

还有我房间的照片,就这样听 Joanna 的爵士乐,浪漫吧?哈哈!>:P

不知道莉今天怎样?工作到很晚吧,希望她早点休息。


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Times of Your Life

原唱:Paul Anka (original singer)
作曲:Bill Lane.Roger Nichols (music)
填词:Bill Lane.Roger Nichols (lyric)



Good morning yesterday
You wake up and time has slipped away
And suddenly it's hard to find
The memories you left behind
Remember do you remember

The laughter and the tears
The shadows of misty yesteryears
The good times and the bad you've seen
And all the others in between
Remember do you remember
The times of your life
(do you remember)

Reach back for the joy and the sorrow
Put them away in your mind
The memories are time that you borrow
To spend when you get to tomorrow

Here comes the saddest part
(comes the saddest part)
The seasons are passing one by one
So gather moments while you may
Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember will you remember
The times of your life

Gather moments while you may
Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember will you remember
The times of your life
Of your life
Of your life

Do you remember baby
Do you remember the times of your life
Do you remember baby
Do you remember the times of your life


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clear night.

anyone coming here for my jazz bar? lolz, because of Joanna Wang, i fall in love with jazz.
although im still not sure about jazz, but as long as i like her, it's okay.

she isnt a very good looking singer, but she has a special voice, the most attractive one.

there, i put up the lyric of Times of Your Life above,
and also a picture of my room, listening to Joanna's jazz like that, isnt it romantic? lolz. >:P

wondering how is viv today? work until quite late, hopefully she will rest earlier.

YES! ` 椰丝!


午晴

今天中心没小孩所以竟然都让咱的老师去砌椅子了,哈!
没法子了,忍耐下吧,老师们!^_^!

当我们都以为今天就到此为止的时候,突然有位家长来参观和打听我们的中心。
是一位来自埃及的妇女,带着两个小男孩。呵呵,接着小男孩的爷爷也跟着来了。

后来说着说着这对埃及父女就决定了把比较大的小男孩,哈山给放进来了。呵呵。
这小子可有点儿脾气呢,但很聪明。六个月就会说话的,你说呢?

明天他就正式加入我们的中心了,终于收到第一个小孩!
nic 这家伙在他们走后还兴奋得跑来跟我握手,哈哈,是值得高兴的。嗯,成功的第一步!

嘿嘿,现在我在干嘛?在办公室忙里偷闲,发篇部落格呗!

啊~肚子饿扁了,刚老师会议的时候,乌鸦的肚子就已经在打鼓了。 ~_~


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clear noon.

today our centre has no child coming therefore all of our teachers were installing the wooden chairs.
lolz, no choice, be patient, teachers! haha. ^_^!

when all of us are thinking that may be these are all for today,
suddenly there's one parent came to our centre for enquiry. an Egypt lady.
she brought two little boys, then later also the grandfather of the boys came as well.

after introduction of our centre and also some talks, the lady decided to put one of the boys in.
he's Hassan, heh. a little impatient but very clever. he speaks when he's 6 month old, what do u think?

tomorrow he's going to register formally, finally we've got our first child!
nic, this fella is so excited that he came into office and shakes my hand after the parents went off.
lolz, it's worth to be happy with it. at least, this is the first step of being successful.

ngek ngek, what am i doing right now? im blogging in the office!

argh, im starving now, i was already hungry during the teachers meeting just now. ~_~


Sunday, January 04, 2009

GETTING FURTHER ` 越来越远


夜晴

这阵子觉得和莉越来越遥远,不像一开始时能有说有笑了。

或者是之前我常闹情绪,所以导致她今时今日冷淡的态度吧?

亦或者是因为她觉得乌鸦不适合了,没兴趣了啦,所以给我的暗示?

其实乌鸦一开始就没抱太大的希望,她是个非常独立而且优秀的女生,
相反,我只是个懒惰的臭小子。

那天她突然说想去澳洲学习,乌鸦的心就冰冷冰冷的。
她说她迷惘了,而且很累,想去澳洲一年。
我只能装傻,乌鸦不可能阻止她,相反应该支持才是,就算很矛盾。

不过后来她决定不去了,当然不会是为了乌鸦。
只是她决定了留下来拼搏,不想给父母负担。我的喜悦也只保持了很短的时间,
很快就被她随之而来的冷淡粉碎了。呵!

也许,该是时候悄悄地放手吧。不可能总是常打扰人家的。

这两晚不知怎么总是想到茵,到现在乌鸦还是不懂得怎么面对她,即使她说没事了。

她最近还好么?我没勇气问呢。


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clear night.

these days i feel that i and viv are getting further, not like the begin we have more talks and laughters.

may be several days before i was quite emotional, thats why it causes how cold she treats me?

or probably she thinks that im not suitable to her so she's giving me sign that she has no interest on me anymore?

in fact, i didnt put too much hope on this, she is so great and independent.
unfortunately, im just opposite, am a lazy bastard.

she told me she's planning to go to Aus for study some days ago, i was like... i felt complicated.
she said she's lost and tired, she wants to go to Aus for a year long.
i was pretending, i cant stop her i know, i should support her even though im confused.

but at the end, she decided not to go anymore, not for me, of course.
she decided to stay and fight for her future, she doesnt want to give any extra burden for her parents.
lolz, i didnt keep myself happy for long because i dont feel good when she treats me coldly.

may be, i think i should have leave silently. shouldnt be disturbing her all the time, isnt it.

not sure why am i thinking of medly these two nights, till now yet i dont know how should i face her,
even though she told me she is okay already.

how is she recently? i dont dare to ask.

《风雨伴人》


风铃相戏小屋前,

呤叮门外云满天。

青燕悄访檐下邀,

落雨作客比梦先。

微风冒雨送轻烟,

雷歌声倦伴雨眠。



注:此作写着雨时那昏昏欲睡的情景。

FIRST POST ` 第一帖


早晴


乌鸦的部落格开张噜!弄了那么久终于发出我的第一帖啦,因为本人昨晚很懒哈!

这些天新家都没网络,真的很不方便而且快闷死乌鸦了,每个晚上都在偷邻居的无线网络 ^_^!

不关我事呀~我还没有能力黑掉别人的网络,那只是他们没放密码而已啊!
不过如果我有能力的话,我也把他们给黑了。

哈哈!老子可是黑名单的老大!知道么?咱们是靠邪恶出名的,吼~~!!

话说回来,想到黑名单就想到了RO。两个字--烦恼,失踪了那么久,公会已经一团糟了。

乌鸦真的没什么时间继续管理和带领他们了,不知道怎么开口跟他们说。

我再一次要离开他们了。

明天中心就开学了,可是还不确定有小孩会来。呼!不要着急,不要着急!:)


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clear day.

my blog is finally open! after such a long time and i finally done my first post,
lolz because last night i was too lazy to post one.

these days i have no network in my new house,
seriously it's so inconvenient to me and damn it i was almost bored to death.
every night i have to steal my neighbour's wireless network ^_^!

dont blame me! i didnt hack them but they just dont put on a password for it.
but if i know how, i will also choose to hack their network!

haha. gosh, i am BLACKLIST leader okay! blacklist used to be famous of evil! RAWR~~~

hmm, reminds me of my guild in RO now, disappeared for such a long time,
now the guild is a MESS.

in fact, i dont really have time to continue leading and managing the guild, but i dont know how to tell.

that i got to leave them again.

tomorrow my centre's school open, not sure there will be any child coming.

but yeah, phew! no hurry no hurry!! :)