FEELING ADJUSTMENT ` 感情调整

午晴

今天下午大约两点的时候，莉将会有一场面试。

乌鸦知道莉很喜欢这份工作，所以希望她待会儿一切顺利，
而且成功被学校录取吧！

这些天，很开心，真的很开心。

因为莉开始对乌鸦比较好了，以致于乌鸦甚至觉得自己也开始贪心了呢。

乌鸦开始贪心地想和她说更多话，见更多面。
想知道她更多的东西，得到她更多的时间。

但乌鸦知道不应该了，也许是时候调整下自己的心情与态度吧，关心则乱，不是吗？
请记住，自己只是朋友而已呀。

不必要因一时贪心而破坏了这段关系，乌鸦要好好珍惜这一切。

至少有机会为她分轻些她的负担，有机会和她说话、笑笑，
那这样就已经很开心了，我不应该想要更多的，因为贪心的人总是不开心啊。

这辈子乌鸦或许没有这个机会能牽着她的手走完一段人生路了，
但她曾经对我说： “开心就好。”

对的，开心就好了。


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clear noon.

today around 2pm, viv is going for a job interview.

i know she likes this job very much, thus hoping everything goes fine to her,
and also successfully being employ by that school!

these days, am very happy, really very happy.

because viv started to treat me better,
therefore i can even feel that im starting to be greedy.

im starting to be greedy to have more talks with her, to meet her more frequently.
wanted to know more things about her, wanted to have her with me longer.

but i know i shouldnt be like this, probably its time to adjust my feelings and my attitude,
people mess things up when they overly concern, isnt it?
please keep in mind, im only a friend.

theres no need to spoil this relationship because of a person's greed,
i should have appreciate all these fully.

at least im having chance to share her burden,
having chance to talk with her and laugh with her,
i am already happy for having all these, i shouldnt ask for more,
because one with greed will never happy.

may be im not going to have this chance of holding her hand to finish a life travel at all,
but she ever told me: "as long as happy, it's enough."

right, as long as happy, that's enough for me.