LEAVING FOR FEW DAYS ` 离开几天

夜晴

收拾好行李了，今晚十一点出发去合艾。

大概在星期日回来。

莉，我想妳。


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clear night.

finished packing my things, tonight 11pm depart to HatYai.

probably back at sunday.

viv, i miss u.

《让我陪着妳》

看着双手只剩那一寸距离，却遥不可及。

柔情只余绵绵意，

从那一寸起，努力拉近，

只因我的勇气不足以穿越那一寸的空气。

若妳不开心，尽管心疼得紧，让我微笑陪着妳。

可知我只想听妳说那一句，

“让我们在一起。”

LET'S START FROM HERE ` 让我们从这里开始

【翻译版】歌词－Let's Start From Here 让我们从这里开始

为什么我要 放弃
我们经历了那么多 却从未忘记
我们的美丽 我们只是忘了
在途中某个地方
当妳离开时，留下太多的思念

让我们从这里开始，忘记过去
我们不需要要求到达终点
让我们乘此机会 不要想得太多
关于那些我们似乎不能坚持的诺言
去哪儿无所谓
让我们从这里开始

面对面站着
手指封着妳的嘴唇
别说话 别出声
现在 宁静包围着我们
甚至在妳离开后 我仍感觉妳无所不在
让我们从这里开始，忘记过去
我们不需要要求到达终点
让我们乘此机会 不要想得太多
关于那些我们不能坚持的诺言
去哪儿无所谓
让我们从这里开始

让我们从这里开始

我从不是个开放的人
但你已是我冰冷的心中
仅存的一丝余温
让我们从这里开始，忘记过去
我们不需要要求到达终点
让我们乘此机会 不要想得太多
关于那些诺言
让我们从这里开始，忘记过去
我们不需要要求到达终点
让我们乘此机会 不要想得太多
关于那些我们似乎不能坚持的诺言
去哪儿无所谓
让我们从这里开始

让我们从这里开始

让我们从这里开始

让我们从这里开始


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Lyric - Let's Start From Here

Giving up, why should I
I've come too far to forget
We're beautiful, we just got lost
Somewhere along the way
So much was missing when you went away

Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don't think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Standing here face to face
A finger on your lips
Don't say a word don't make a sound
Silence surrounds us now
Even when you were gone I felt you everywhere
Let' start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don't think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up
But you've always been the voice within
The only warmth from my cold heart
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don't think too deep
Of all those promises
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don't think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Let's start from here

Let's start from here

Let's start from here

《我的爱人啊》

嘴咬一枝白蔷薇，肩上轻挂小提琴，

哼着那古老情歌的曲调，如此悲伤、温婉。

顶上的破旧帽子，仿佛故意似的拉低，盖着了双眼睛，

唯有快乐的小孩偶尔经过，

才能看得见那眼角边，不断下滑的泪水。

古老情歌沙哑而缓缓唱着，白蔷薇轻轻跌落在地。

“我的爱人啊～妳到底在哪里？”

“是留在我心里？还是离我而去？”

“妳呀可否知道我的爱只剩下这几句？”

“我的爱人啊～妳。。。” 失声而泣。

当情歌只剩下了这几句，妳到底还听不听？

“我的爱人啊～”

那把沙哑的歌声与悲绝的琴音，飘散在人间，久久不去。

一枝白色蔷薇，一顶破旧帽子。

SWEETNESS AFTER BITTER ` 先苦后甜

夜晴

今天好累，可能是昨晚又醉了吧？

一整天头颈都好疼，口舌也感觉淡淡的，似乎是上火了。

早上去了 Jusco 吃早餐，吃了后，看见【恭和堂】有卖王老吉凉茶。

之前虽然喝过罐装的王老吉，但是真正的还没试过呢，爸妈都说好难喝啊好难喝的。

好！乌鸦就试一次吧，

第一口，喝过凉粉吧？就像是没糖的凉粉还带点儿甘甘的味道。

第二口，甘味成倍上升中。

第三、第四、第五口。。。噗～～～～好苦啊！！

妹妹一直在问乌鸦感觉怎么样？还说如果很苦的话，我怎么没表情。

乌鸦心里一阵得意，厉害吧？但其实心里也忍得好辛苦，娘啊，快点喝完它吧！

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回去后，Xiao Gui 和 Bay 来乌鸦家拜年。

虽然只有他们两个，可是感觉很不错，

呵呵，有朋友还是好的。

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今晚晚餐回来后，打开了 Skype 和 MSN，就直接去洗澡了。

洗完澡后，竟然发现莉正在上线中！！

赶紧去喝了杯水，才刚坐下呢，莉就发信息给乌鸦了。哈哈！

不知道是她没收到那封离线信息还是什么，可是她和乌鸦还能有说有笑的。

乌鸦简直就是欣喜若狂啊～！

不过才只说几句她就要走了，原来啊，她现在是在金马伦高原的星巴克上着网哪。


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clear night.

today very tired, may be because last night i was drunk again?

the whole day my head and neck were pain, my tongue felt tasteless too.

went to Jusco for breakfast in the morning, after that,

i saw [GONG HE TANG] is selling Wang Lao Ji herbal tea.

although i drank those can type of Wang Lao Ji last time, but the real one i didnt,

my parents both keep saying very hard to drink.

okay! i will try once.

first sip, ever try cincau? it tastes a bit like cincau without sugar and with a little bitter.

second sip, the bitter taste doubled.

third, fourth, fifth...... PUUUUUUUU~~~~~~ SO BITTER LAH!!

my sis kept asking how it tastes like?

and said if it's bitter, how come i looks like nothing?

hehe, i felt so complacent, geng?

but at the same time i was tired of enduring the bitter taste, gosh, finish it fast man!

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when im home, Xiao Gui and Bay visit my house.

although only 2 of them, but i still feel glad.

heh, it's good to have friends.

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tonight after my dinner, i left my Skype and MSN opened, then i went to bath.

after my bath, i saw viv is online!!

i quickly went to drink a cup of water, right just when i sat down,

she messaged me. haha!

not sure if she cant receive the offline message or what,

but she talked to me with a good mood i guess.

im so happy like crazy~!

but we are only able to talk a very short while and she's got to go,

she's now in Cameron Highland and was using WiFi at the StarBuck over there.

OFFLINE MESSAGE ` 离线信息

夜晴

就在今天，乌鸦偶然发现自己似乎做了件让自己抓狂的事。

原来乌鸦在那个【醉了】的晚上，发了封这样的离线信息给莉。。。

【LEIF . 乌鸦这次真的醉了】 said:
may be im drunk,. but i love u

。。。静寂。。。静寂中。。。

妈呀！乌鸦怎么会发了这样的东西啊？！当时还晓得自己醉了啊？？~_~

不知道她看了后会怎么样呢？别疏远我就好了。

一直以来，乌鸦都不曾对莉用过 “爱” 这个字，

之前也只说过 “喜欢” 而已。

其实不想那么早那么直接告诉她，因为乌鸦担心她觉得太快太不真实了。

现在真的是后悔莫及了啊。

喜欢 与 爱 的分界线，就只相差一点点，

喜欢对乌鸦来说只是兴趣，甚至于可有可无的程度，乌鸦对此可以很潇洒。

爱对乌鸦来说却是沉迷，是比喜欢更深的感情，这让乌鸦不能放弃，也潇洒不起。

那，乌鸦爱她的什么呢？

别人或许会说，乌鸦肯定爱的是她的美丽。

如果乌鸦是别人，我想我也会是这样想自己的。

没有人会缺少一个喜爱美丽的心，就算乌鸦也是。

可是乌鸦曾经习惯性地问自己。

如果哪一天，她不再美丽，不再完美了，那乌鸦心里会怎么想呢？

想了想，乌鸦其实不会介意的。

不敢说得自己多伟大，那很虚伪。

可是乌鸦明白我爱她的好她的坏，就因为她能够牵引我的心。


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clear night.

today, i realized i did something really stupid.

i found that i sent this offline message to viv during that [DRUNK] night.

【LEIF . 乌鸦这次真的醉了】 said:
may be im drunk,. but i love u

......silent......silently......

WTF! how come i sent something like this?! and hell i still know im drunk?? ~_~

i wonder what will she react after reading that?
hopefully she wont run away from me.

all the while, i havent use "love" to viv before,

before this, i also ever said "like" only.

actually i didnt want to say it so early,
because im afraid she will think thats too shallow and fast.

but this time im really regret like shit.

LIKE and LOVE has only a very slight difference,

to me, like is only like an interest, even can drop it without any problem.

but love is an addiction, something deeper than like, will never able to give up easily.

so, what do i love about her?

people might say, i must be loving her beauty.

if i was one of them, i guess i will be thinking the same.

no one will lack of a heart of loving beauty, even me myself.

but i ever asked myself like i used to do.

if there's one day, she isnt beautiful, isnt that perfect anymore, what will i think?

i thought for a while, then my answer is actually i dont mind.

i dont dare to say how great am i, thats too fake.

but i understand i really love everything of her no matter good or bad,
because it touches my heart.

REPOST ONLINE STORY ` 网络转载－【哑夫妻的故事】

└》 他是个哑巴，虽然能听懂别人的话，却说不出自己的感受。­­


└》 她是他的邻居，一个和外婆相依为命的女孩。­­


└》 她一直喊他哥哥。他真象个哥哥，
带她上学，伴她玩耍，含笑听她唧唧喳喳讲话。
他只用手势和她交谈，可能她能读懂他的每一个眼神。
从哥哥注视她的目光里，她知道他有多么喜欢自己。


└》 他们从小一起玩耍，一起长大。


└》 后来，她终于考上了大学，非常开心。


└》 他便开始拼命挣钱，然后源源不断地寄给她。她从来没有拒绝。


└》 终于， 她毕业了，参加了工作。
然后，她坚定地对他说：“哥哥，我要嫁给你！”


└》 他像只受惊的兔子逃掉了，再也不肯见她，无论她怎样哀求。


└》 她这样说：“你以为我同情你吗？想报答你吗？不是，
我12岁我就爱上你了。” 可是，她得不到他的回答。


└》 有一天，
她突然住进了医院。他吓坏了，跑去看她。
医生说，她喉咙里长了一个瘤，虽然切除了，
却破坏了声带，可能再也讲不了话了。
病床上，她泪眼婆娑的注视着他。


└》 于是，
他们结婚了。很多年，没有人听他们讲过一句话。
他们用手，用笔，用眼神交谈，分享喜悦和悲伤。
他们成了相恋男女羡慕的对象。
人们说，那一对多么幸福的哑夫妻啊。


└》 爱情阻挡不了死神的降临，
他撇下她一个人先走了。人们怕她经受不住失去爱侣的打击来安慰她。


└》 她收回注视他遗像的呆痴目光，突然开口说：“他还是走了。” 谎言已揭穿了。。。


└》 人们惊讶之余，
都感叹不已，这是一份多么执着的、深厚的、像童话一样的爱呀！
从此，她不再讲话，不久也离开了人世。


└》 相恋中的男女仍会拿他们当作谈论的话题，
他们常说，你听过那对哑夫妻的故事吗？默默爱你，直到永远。。。


作者：几米

PRACTICE IT BACK? ` 练回？

夜晴

今天拜年的时候，

乌鸦的爷爷，突然问乌鸦还记不记得怎么练拳。

真的很汗颜，乌鸦至今都只记得前一段而已。呵呵。

好久没练了，因为以前旧家没时间也没地方好练。

今天爷爷竟然叫乌鸦平时星期四晚上到他这儿重新练回，

是很想练回的，可是实在太累了吧。放工后，塞大约一两个小时的车。

所以没答应下来，不是不想可是实在是太累了点儿。

说到这里，你们应该很好奇乌鸦怎么说得好像武林高手似的？

乌鸦练的是太极，

别人口中的老人拳吧。哈哈哈。

其实这没什么人知道，算是乌鸦的小秘密了。:P

嗯，

乌鸦没什么运动，应该是时候练回了吧？


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clear night.

today when i visit my grandpa's house,

grandpa suddenly asked me if i still remember how to practice my taiji.

seriously i no face to answer, till now i can only recall the first part. lolz.

so long since my last time practicing it,

because last time my old house has no place and i have no time for it.

today grandpa suddenly asked me to come on every thursday night to train it back,

really feel like training it back, but then very tiring.

after work, i have to gone through one or two hours traffic jam.

so i didnt accept the offer, not that i dont want but then it's really too tiring.

taiji, people call it as the old folk's sport. lolz.

but i learned it.

actually not many people know about it, guess it consider as my little secret. :P

hmm,

nowadays i didnt do any sport, i guess i really have to start practicing it back.

CNY'S FIRST DAY ` 年初一

夜晴

大年初一做的是什么？

拜年。

拜年做的是什么？

拿利是！

虽然乌鸦拿得不多，但是却不会觉得少。

因为乌鸦看见比我更可怜的人，Adax 大年初一还在上班呢，

他是在 FedEx 快递公司里工作的，他说 “我们活着是为了送递”，

霎时间，乌鸦感觉到 Adax 全身都在散发着伟大的光芒。

说笑而已，乌鸦才不会那么没同情心的。

其实真正的原因是乌鸦不是很爱钱啦。:D （某种程度上这是事实）

觉得收利是的感觉，就好像收礼物一样，那是一种心意。呵呵。

现在乌鸦心里好想莉，好想好想她呀。

她会知道吗？不晓得她会不会偶尔想起乌鸦？

难说得很～


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clear night.

what do we do during chinese new year?

visit people.

what do we do when we visit?

take ang pao!

although i didnt take much but i dont feel upset with it.

because i met someone who is much poorer than me,

Adax chinese new year also need to work, he's now working for FedEx delivery,

he told me that "WeLiveToDeliver", so big sacrifice of him. haha.

ahem, just kidding, im not that type of people has no sympathy okay.

in fact the actual reason is because i dont go crazy with money. :D (somehow it's true)

i think receiving ang pao for me is like receiving a gift,

it's some kind of good will from people. heh.

im now thinking of viv, missing her very very much.

will she knows about it? will she sometimes think of me even for a while?

who knows~

DRUNK ` 醉了

早晴

头疼，乌鸦昨晚醉了。

人生第一次醉呀，哈哈。喝了大半瓶红酒，就醉了。

确实走路不稳，甚至现在回想还记不起昨晚乌鸦是怎么上床睡觉，

为什么没盖被子？电脑怎么关的啊？似乎是直接关电源的 =_=!

手提电话搭了充电器，却没关电话，也没开电源。哈哈哈

昨晚唯一有着记忆的是，和爸妈一边喝酒一边说着莉的事。

啊～头疼啊，头疼～

不过，

要穿新衣啦！！呵呵！^o^


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clear morning.

headache, last night i was drunk.

first time in my life i drunk, haha.
i drank more than half a bottle of red wine, then im drunk.

seriously i cant properly walk, even not able to recall how i went to bed,

why i didnt put on my blanket? how did i off my pc huh?
seems i straight away turn off the electric last night =_=!

my mobile phone plugged on the charger but i didnt turn on the electric,
and didnt turn off my phone. lolz

the only thing i can remember is i talked about viv with my parents,
while we were drinking.

argh~ headache man, headache~

but,

going to wear my new clothes!! heh! ^o^

BEFORE CNY ` 农历新年前

夜晴

本来想打电话给莉的，但她告诉乌鸦不必要了，
可以留言在 MSN 给她，她会懂得照顾自己。

乌鸦想说，傻瓜，其实妳不懂，打电话给妳其中一个原因是我想听妳的声音。

呵呵，她快要出发了。

大家都在等着牛年的到来吧？

乌鸦祝你们牛年开开心心行大运！万事如意吧！:)


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clear night.

thought i want to call viv, but she said dont need,
told me that i can leave her msg in MSN, she will take care of herself.

what i wanted to say is, silly girl, actually u dont understand,
one of the reason calling u is because i wanted to hear ur voice.

heh, she's departing soon.

u all must be waiting for the cow year to arrive right?

wish u all a happy and prosperous cow year! :)

NEW SLIPPERS ` 新拖鞋

午晴

哈！乌鸦的新拖鞋来了啦～～

好想倒下睡个觉，不知道今晚有机会和莉说说话吗？

今晚有团圆饭，出去吃呢。希望来得及吧。

她还没收拾好行李，笨女孩，千万别捡漏了东西没带啊。

重要的物件放好好，别胡乱分开摆，不然待会儿都忘了。

呵呵，在这里说她也不一定看得见吧？

今晚乌鸦想打电话给她。


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clear noon.

ha! my new slippers had arrived~~

really sleepy, want to take a nap, wonder tonight if i have chance to talk with viv?

tonight im going out to have reunion dinner. hopefully i come back in time.

she didnt pack up her things yet, stupid girl, dont miss anything ya.

important things have to keep nicely, dont simply separate them, or else later forget.

heh, telling it here she might not see it anyway?

tonight i feeling want to call her.

AWAKE ` 觉醒了

午晴

恰恰是中午了，今天累得实在够呛，昨晚没睡，今早就洗车。

喝了罐 100 PLUS ，原来乌鸦也能成铁人。

好久没洗过车了呀，其实一直在悄悄地偷工减料。哈哈！

心情好多了啦，乌鸦常常钻牛角尖，真的很糟糕。

这【狮子二】的性格，真不知道是好是坏呢？

*盖自己一巴掌* （骗人的）

不能再那么悲观和情绪化了！

乌鸦想过了啊，其实到底有什么好担心的？

畏首畏尾的，如果她真的和别人在一起了，难道乌鸦还真的能开开心心地和她说话？

答案是：放屁！

乌鸦很差吗？

老实说，告诉你们我其实很普通，那是谦虚。告诉你们我很差，那是虚伪！

老子叫乌鸦，丑化自己，那叫做韬光养晦！太深了？不懂？

好，直接点，就是说乌鸦是颗像太阳般光亮的明珠，盖着自己就是怕晒死你！

嘿嘿，乌鸦不会放弃，不会再退缩。

乌鸦会等，但这次不是等她找到男友，这次等的是她几时嫁进我家里！

等着吧，乌鸦一定会再次对她告白。

第二次不行，第三次，第四次，第五次。。。。。。

乌鸦不信邪，难道她的心还会是铁做的不成？！


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clear noon.

right in the mid-noon, today really crazily tired,
last night didnt sleep, this morning then got to wash cars.

drank a can of 100 PLUS, seems i can be iron man too.

so long i have not been washing any car,
was taking chances to quicken the washing. haha!

i felt better now, always being emo, really terrible.

this [LEO ii]'s personality, really not sure if its good or bad?

*slap myself for once* (cheating)

i cant let myself to be so pessimistic and emo again!

i thought it opened already, in fact why should i worry?

afraid of this and that, if she really being with someone else,
will i still be able to talk to her happily like before?

the answer is: bullshit!

am i so bad?

honestly, if i tell u all i am just ordinary, im being humble.
if i tell u all i am very lousy, im being so fake!

i called myself as crow, uglying myself, this is just covering the fact! not understand?

alright, the fact is i am like a pearl with bright sunlight,
i covered myself because im afraid i got u die shining by my light!

hehe, i wont give up and not backing off anymore.

i will wait, but this time im not waiting for her to tell me she has boyfriend,
im waiting for her to marry me!

let's just wait, i will surely confess once more time.

second time i fail, there will be third time, fourth time, fifth time......

i really dont believe that her heart will be iron made!

INSOMNIA ` 不眠

夜晴

十二点多的时候，本该在睡的乌鸦，心想今天怎么睡得那么早呢？

就突然爬了起来，重新打开电脑，看着那透着光的屏幕，一阵发呆。

心里期待着，也许莉今晚会例外地在这时间上线一会儿？

然而毫无意外地，没有。

乌鸦实在无所事事，偶然发现 voon 的 MSN 还打开着，随意发了个信息给她。
原来她一直以来都不知道我们是认识的，呵呵。

如果不是她，或者乌鸦不会写这一篇了，竟然怂恿我。

夜晚总是让乌鸦依依不舍，也总让我轻易地情绪化，
乌鸦不喜欢晚上，却不舍得它。

就在乌鸦写着这篇【不眠】的时候，莉竟然上线了，
乌鸦的心猛地跳了一下。她，真的上来了？

面对着她，怎么总是让我的智商维持在白痴的程度？
乌鸦竟然想叫她早点儿睡。
不在的时候，在想她。看见她的时候，却想叫她早点儿睡。

明晚，她就会出发去泰国游玩了。那也意味着，乌鸦将会一个星期见不了她。

但到了最后，乌鸦犹豫了，提不起勇气发信息给她。

只想静静地看着她，不让她知道，就让她以为我睡了。

还是不要打扰她吧。

唔，

乌鸦今晚不想睡，只想细细地嚼着，思念所带来那刺痛人心的滋味。

这篇就不写翻译篇了，有点儿懒。