WHERE'S THE JUSTICE? ` 天理何在啊？

夜晴

乌鸦好懒惰呀～（歪头想想自己几时勤劳过。。）

今天下半课上得实在是想睡，

就算很想睡，可是乌鸦这么乖巧的学生还是把课给上完了。

路人甲突然跳出来：骗人！俺今天下午才看见他出现在 xxx 大街上！

路人乙指着乌鸦：对对对！确实是他！

乌鸦惊得双手乱摆：=⌂=*！你你你。。你们说什么呀？！

警察丙突然从后面扑倒了乌鸦，捂住乌鸦嘴巴，

然后拖着走：现怀疑你与一宗变态狂偷袜子的案件有关，不是事必要你说，因为你什么都不用说。

乌鸦：@#@!#!&(&*(@!#:":。。。（透不过气来，昏了）

到了警局，

证人丁满头大汗地望着乌鸦（刚醒过来）：似乎。。。不是他？

警察丙一脸萧杀：看清楚点儿，一定是他。

证人丁拍拍乌鸦的肩膀，满脸遗憾：兄弟，没法子了，那是你了。

乌鸦直接又昏了过去。

警察丙凝望着乌鸦：现在你认不认罪？（其实乌鸦仍然昏迷中）

警察丙忽然往乌鸦头上按了两下：好了，他认了。

刚要醒来的乌鸦，口吐白沫，双眼翻白，再次陷入深度昏迷中。

话说，上次冷血事件发生后，凶徒被逮到了。

可是根据朋友的消息说，其实那个所谓的凶手只是替死鬼而已，

她被警察强迫性确认了替死鬼为凶手，唉～天理何在啊？

乌鸦也只是上了个厕所，看了看美女一眼而已，怎么成了偷袜子了我？呜呜～ T_T


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clear night.

im so lazy lah~ (wondering since when i am hardworking before..)

today's 2nd class really sleepy,

even though im feeling so sleepy, but me as a good student i still manage to finish the class.

Passerby A suddenly jump out: LIAR! i just saw him at xxx street this afternoon!

Passerby B pointing at me, the Handsome (turning into 3rd person view): yeah yeah yeah! thats him!

Handsome shocked until waving both hands: =⌂=*！u u u... what the hell u all saying?!

Police C suddenly caught Handsome from behind, covering his mouth,

and drag away: now suspecting u involve in a case of a maniac stealing socks, it is not a must to tell, because u what also dont need to tell.

Handsome: @#@!#!&(&*(@!#:":... (cannot breath, faint already)

reached police station,

Witness D looking at Handsome (just awake) and sweating: seems... not him?

Police C looks very serious: see properly, it must be him.

Witness D pats Handsome's shoulder and feeling pity: brother, no choice, its u.

Handsome straight fall fainted again.

Police C looking deeply at Handsome's face: now u admit or not? (actually still unconscious)

suddenly Police C press Handsome's head twice: alright, he admitted.

Handsome actually about to be conscious already, but then now serious coma.

hehe, a bit silly.

it is actually about the previous cold blooded case i had mentioned before,

according to my friend, the criminal that the police caught now is actually not the one who stabbed the children.

my friend was forced to agree that this person is the criminal in that case,

sigh~ where's the justice lah?

hehe. the stealing socks story is translated from my chinese part, seems a bit silly in english part here. T_T but it actually shows how the police work lah lolz.

RANDOM ` 随意

午晴

懒洋洋的一天，

无可避免的一大早就遇上了塞车。

可是不知道为啥，

乌鸦都已经比平时早了点出门，

今天反而塞得更猛，更加迟到中心。晕死。

三月时中心的状况会有一大步的改善，

会多几个小孩，呵呵。

明天要上课咯，有点儿想逃课呢乌鸦。~_~


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clear noon.

super lazy day,

unavoidably morning i met traffic jam again.

but not sure why,

i already coming out from home earlier than usual,

but today unexpectedly i am later than before. shit.

our centre has a great improve during March,

there will be few new children joining in, heh.

tomorrow got class ah, really feel like skipping it. ~_~

FROM TODAY ONWARDS ` 从今天起

夜晴

乌鸦做错事，做傻事了。

算了吧。

该放松下自己，

乌鸦怎么可以常常郁郁不乐的？

给我一点点阳光，一点点不屑，一点点骄傲，

回去以前。

是对错，由人说，我自随心随意过。

抬眼轻笑，管他今后又如何！


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clear night.

i did something wrong, something stupid.

thats it.

should relax myself a bit,

how can i always being so moody?

give me a little sunlight, a little to be disdain, a little of proud,

back to my past.

back to one that doesnt care much.

whatever!

REPOST - LOVE AND LIKE? ` 转载 － 你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

喜欢和爱咫尺千里。

当你喜欢一个人时，你想和他在一起，因为他会带给你快乐；

离开后，你会想念，想着想着就会笑，然后继续你平静的生活，并期待着与他再一次重逢。

当你爱一个人时，你想和他在一起，那是一种牵肠挂肚的舍不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顾自己；

离开后，你也会想念，想着想着叹一口气，‘不知他现在过得怎样？’

然后你继续你平静的生活，希望他早日回到你身边。

你喜欢的人在你眼中是天使，无所不能，他总会满足你的任性的要求。

你爱的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什么‘好事’来，只一味纵容他那些让人哭笑不得的举动。

你会希望你喜欢的人陪着你，然而你心中想的可能是你爱的人；

你会希望陪在你爱的人身边，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不设防的样子，你会微笑，会觉得好幸福。

你喜欢的人伤害了你，你会生气，并且一定要让他哄着骗着逗你笑你才原谅他；

你爱的人伤害了你，你只会独自伤心，因为你怕对他大吼大叫会吓着他，你忧伤地微笑着，看着他的眼睛，

一旦发现他的眼里流露出歉意和悔恨，你会立即心疼地搂他在怀里，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同时喜欢很多人，你会希望和很多人在一起，

但也许很多年后你才发现，原来你爱的就只有那么一个，

就那么一个，怎么都不会变，你以为把他忘记了，其实只是忙得没空想起而已，

对于你喜欢的人，你关注的是他的优点；

对于你爱的人，你关注的是他的缺点，并且，那些缺点如果无关原则的话，它们在你眼里是可爱的，独一无二的。

喜欢和爱其实只有一纸之隔，任何爱都从喜欢开始，当有天你突然发现，你喜欢的那个人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般让你更加依依不舍，你会觉得与他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更愿意看他在你面前无助的表情，不知道是不是应该祝贺你，总之，你的感情升华了 －－

仰慕不是爱，甚至不是喜欢，当你对一个人只有仰慕之情时，你们在一起便失去了和谐。

有人说爱一个人很累，的确是，因为你想为他承担，可是爱与喜欢相比最大的魅力就在于，

当你和爱的人在一起时，你的感觉就像回家了！


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can u differentiate between love and like?

like and love look similar but they are actually diferent.

when u like someone, u wanted to be with him/her, he/she will brings u happiness;

after that, u will think of him/her, by thinking u will smile, and then continue ur peaceful life,
but looking forward to meet up again.

when u love someone, u wanted to be with him/her, u will miss him/her very much, worrying that he/she is not happy,
worrying that he/she doesnt know how to take care;

after that, u will also think of him/her, by thinking u will sigh, 'wondering how is he/she recently?'

and then continue ur peaceful life, hoping him/her to come back to u as soon as possible.

the one u like is like an angel in ur eyes, he/she can do anything, always satisfying ur unreasonable request.

the one u love is like a child in ur eyes, a bit silly, u never hope he/she doing something "good",
u will just spoil him/her by letting he/she doing silly things.

u will hope the one u like accompany by ur side, but u might be thinking of the one u love;

u will hope to accompany the one u love, watching him/her sleeping tight securely in front of u, u will smile, u will feel happy.

when the one u like hurts u, u will get angry, then u will need him/her to comfort u before u forgive him/her;

when the one u love hurts u, u will only feeling sad alone, because u afraid u might scare him/her by shouting,
u smile sadly, looking into his/her eyes,

whenever u saw him/her feeling sorry or regret, u feel heartache and will hug him/her immediately,
at that moment u are also happy.

u might like a lot of people at the same time, u might hope to be with many people,

but may be after many years then u found, only one that u love,

only one will be, never change no matter what, u thought u forgot, but actually it's because u are too busy to remember only.

to the one u like, what u concern is his/her good;

to the one u love, what u concern is his/her bad, moreover, if it is nothing with the principle, u will think it's lovely, unique to u.

like and love are so similar, every love starts with like, one day u might found that, the one u like is not perfect anymore,

his/her flaws make u missing him/her even more, u will find that comparing to his/her sunny smile and happy face,

u will prefer to see him/her feeling helpless in front of u, wonder if i should congrats u,
anyway ur feeling had sublimated ----

admire is not love, not even like, when u only having the feeling of admire to a person,
u will lose the harmony time when u both get together.

some people said that, to love someone is tiring, yes it is, because u wanted to share his/her emotions,
but the most attractive part between love and like is actually,

when u be with someone u love, u feel like ur home!

I KNOW ` 我知道的

夜晴

唔，我知道的。

这些天妳都好忙，好大的压力吧？

我知道自己这家伙很烦人，不断地在提醒着妳，

提醒着妳面对着多大的压力。

其实，我只是忍不住想关心妳，

我知道，多半妳是不会听我的，这些我早预料到，

可至少能让妳知道我一直都在这里。

我不晓得自己能怎么帮助妳，怎么分轻妳的负担，

当妳不给我一丁点儿机会的时候，我该怎么让妳感觉好一点？

我该怎么告诉妳我爱妳？

对不起呢，我一直认为自己其实很聪明，

可是在面对着妳的时候，不知道怎么了，脑子真的转不过来。

我实在不会呢。

其实妳根本不必要敷衍我的，

其实一切都很简单、很简单而已，

只需要告诉我，妳不会喜欢我，这样一句话就能把这一切带过。

把我心里这一段苟延残息的感情，化成灰烬。

我想妳一直不懂得拒绝我，总是告诉我不值得等，

如果妳真的有感觉，这怎么可能不值得？

如果没有，不可能有的话，不如就直接告诉我吧。

曾经我傻傻地胡思乱想着，猜测着，也许应该说是自己安慰着，

或许妳是喜欢我的？

长时间下来，我也终于能丢下这么白痴的想法了啊。

其实我比妳想像中更坚强，我不怕知道真相的。

呵呵，我想妳现在应该很迷惑，为什么这一篇看起来那么奇怪啊？

是的，这一篇是写给妳看的，我知道妳一直都在看，我知道。

就如我曾经说过，我不想说穿，因为我还想写着妳的事情。

反之呢，我说出来后，我就再也不会写妳了。


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clear night.

hmm, i know actually.

these days u are extremely busy, very stressful ba?

i know im such an annoying fella, non-stop reminding u,

reminding u about how much pressures u are facing.

in fact, i just cant stop myself from concerning u,

i know, probably u wont listen to me at all, i already knew these,

but at least i can let u know that i am always here.

i dont know how can i help u, how to lighten ur burden,

when u never give me a single chance, how should i suppose to let u feel better?

how should i tell u i love u?

sorry, i used to think that i am very intelligent,

but when i facing to u, dont know why but my brain is not functioning.

i seriously dont know how.

actually u dont need to bluff me,

actually everything is so simple, so simple only,

u only need to tell me, u wont like me, everything will be fading away easily by just like this.

kill this struggling love in my heart, kill it totally.

i guess u never know how to reject me, always telling me not worth to wait,

if u have feeling to me, why not?

if u dont have, will not have, just tell me more straight forward.

i ever simply thinking, guessing, or i shall say it was self-comforting,

may be u like me?

after a long time, i finally drop this stupid thinking.

actually i am tougher than u thought, im not afraid to know the truth.

heh, i guess u must be doubting now, why is this post sounds so weird?

yes, it is for u, i know u have been reading all this time, i know.

like i ever said before, i didnt want to say it out, because i still want to write about u.

in opposite, after saying it out, i will not write about u anymore.

RANDOM ` 随意

午晴

二零去了吉胆岛拍摄影片，

明天才回来。

希望一切顺利吧，不然她会崩溃的。

-

今天说要忘了妳，

明天却又想起妳。

面对着莉，

不知道该怎么选择。

她真的，对乌鸦没什么感觉吗？

乌鸦也不想常常这样问自己，

但该问谁去？


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clear noon.

20 went to Pulau Ketam for video shooting,

coming back on tomorrow.

hope everything goes smooth, or else she's going to have mental breakdown.

-

today i said i want to forget about you,

but tomorrow again i thought of you.

to viv,

i really dont know what to do.

she really, has no feeling to me at all?

i also dont want to ask myself always,

but who else can i ask?

TERESA TENG - WHY FOR ` 邓丽君 － 奈何

【奈何】

李达涛 词曲

邓丽君 演唱

注：请先在爵士吧处按下暂停键才播放。
P/S: Please click the pause button at Jazz Bar before playing this.


有缘相聚

又何必常相欺

到无缘时分离

又何必常相忆

我心里有的

只是一个你

你心里没有我

又何必在一起

今天说要忘了你

明天却又想起你

念你，念你在梦里

问此情何时已

有缘相聚

又何必常相欺

到无缘时分离

又何必常相忆

我心里有的

只是一个你

你心里没有我

又何必在一起

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今天说要忘了你

明天却又想起你

念你，念你在梦里

问此情何时已

有缘相聚

又何必常相欺

到无缘时分离

又何必常相忆

我心里有的

只是一个你

你心里没有我

又何必在一起


【LEIF . 乌鸦：后妳好能妳拼爱了看当见就我，。】 said:
当妳拼好了后，就能看见我爱妳。

REPORT REPORT ` 报告一下

午晴

刚去吃午饭的时候，

看见前面一位女士的车子后盖没关上。

乌鸦就和 Nic 说，鸣喇叭提醒下她吧，

当她发现后盖没关上，还真吓到了，然后还感谢咱呢。

过后，咱俩就说，做做好事是好的，

谁晓得可能就是咱们救了她一命，哈哈。

然后越扯越远了，说可能因为做了件好事，咱中心突然会有好多小孩加入。

^___^!

就一路吃一路瞎扯的，

咱还说可能家长们都在排着队呢，哈！

天晓得，当时真的有个家长打电话过来，

和 Nic 约了十分钟后见面。

天哪！紧张啊！

结果呢？

唉。。。

原来。。。















真的要把他们的女儿放进来咯！！

呵呵呵～

真高兴，真想第一时间告诉她。

Nic 已经在告诉着他的老婆大人了啊，哈哈。:)


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clear noon.

just now when going for lunch,

saw a lady's car in front of us hasnt close the back bonnet.

so i talked to Nic and said, let's honk her and warn her about that ba,

when she found that her back bonnet didnt close, she was shocked and thanked us for telling her.

after that, we said, it's nice that we did something good to help people,

who knows may be we are the one who saved her from getting into danger, right? haha.

then the topic is getting further, we said may be because of doing something good,

our centre will be having a lot children joining suddenly.

^___^!

we crap a lot while we were eating,

we even said that the parents might be queuing up already, lolz!

god knows, there's really one parent called up,

and then made an appointment with Nic after 10 minutes.

gosh! nervous ah!

at the end?

sigh...

so that's it...















really want to put their daughter in lah!!

hehehe~

so happy, so eager to tell her right at that moment eh.

Nic is already telling to his sweetheart ah, lolz. :)

DIFFUSE ` 罗嗦的

早晴

昨晚在床上躺了一阵子，

不知不觉就睡过去了，也忘记了是什么时候的事。

然后大约两点凌晨，

乌鸦突然醒过来，才发现自己不小心睡着了。

之前还在和二零说着话的，

对不起呢。

今天才在 Plurk 发现原来二零昨晚也不开心，

但她没有说，对不起，丢下妳一个人自己睡着了。

待会儿告诉我怎么回事，好吧？

乌鸦知道莉昨晚睡得很少，

是在赶着今天教课的准备工作吧？

星期六都已经说了她的了，到头来还是做得那么晚，

今天那么早爬起来，还要跑那么久的车程，乌鸦担心得很，知道吗？

要小心啊。

乌鸦是罗嗦，

重复一遍又一遍，可还不是因为心疼和担心。


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clear day.

last night lay down on my bed a while,

then unconsciously fall asleep, forgotten what time was it too.

and then around 2am,

i suddenly woke up, only i found myself fall asleep accidentally.

before that i was still chatting with 20,

sorry.

i found that 20 is actually not happy when i checked on Plurk today,

but she didnt tell, sorry, left u alone and went sleeping already.

tell me what happened later, okay?

i know viv had very less sleep last night,

rushing her lesson plan for tomorrow i guess?

told her at Saturday already, but at the end she's still rushing until so late,

today so early wake up, furthermore she has to drive for so long, im so worry, know?

be careful ya.

i know im a diffuse fella,

repeating again and again, but it is also only because im feeling heartache and worry lah.

SORRY ` 对不起

夜雨

今天是脑体操课程的最后一天了，

都好累，身体好累，精神好累，心里也好累。

最后一天载她回家，

实在舍不得，好舍不得。

好不容易鼓起的勇气，

虽然都不能算是勇气，因为当时心慌，

问了一句连自己都不明白自己问着什么的话，

乌鸦其实只想面对面亲口确认一次而已。

看着我，

她有点儿明白我想问些什么，

抛下一句 驾慢点儿 就逃走了。

就这样走了。

只留下一句话，一个背影，

和身上一缕余香。（她应该喜欢紫色吧）

那时，我有点儿痴了。

或许，乌鸦已经没有机会再问了。

或许，乌鸦真的不够好，给不了她想要的，打动不了她的心。

乌鸦的心好疼，妳又懂多少？

妳不晓得，因为妳的心从来都不在我这儿。

对不起，乌鸦又感觉悲伤了。

对不起，乌鸦又发了一篇这样的东西了。

对不起，乌鸦今天本应该微笑度过的，但雨水模糊了乌鸦的视线。:'(


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rainy night.

today is the last day of brain gym course,

very tired, my body is tired, my brain is tired, my heart also tired.

this is the last day fetching her home,

im reluctant to admit this is true, really.

the courage that i dig it out from my heart so hard,

it is not really courage though, because still panic,

until i asked something i dont even understand what am i asking,

actually i just wanted to confirm face to face for once only.

looking at me,

she a bit understand what am i trying to ask,

she ran away by just telling me drive slowly.

she went away just like that,

by leaving me just a sentence, a receding figure,

and the fragrance of her. (guess she likes purple)

at that moment, i stoned.

may be, i already have no chance to ask anymore.

may be, i am just not good enough, i cant give what she wants, i cant touch her heart.

my heart is aching, but how much do u know?

u wont know, because ur heart has never been with me before.

sorry, im feeling sad again.

sorry, im putting up such a post again.

sorry, i was suppose to be passing today by having a smile on my face, but the rain blurred my vision. :'(