HOUSE WARMING ` 入伙酒

夜晴

早上的考试，乌鸦直觉有 50% 几率能过。
也只有 50% 而已。呵呵，二十题，只写了十三题。

不过，至少乌鸦真的有拼过一个晚上。哈哈哈！

今天回到家前，就去理发店，理了个发。因为头发稍微长了，好乱。

回家后，MSN 看见莉在线，就跟她确定需不需要我载。
等了好阵子，才收到回覆。

莉：我待会儿可能没来，因为我正在做点儿事。

乌鸦当时真的是傻了～～

虽然今天邀请的有好几个好朋友都没来，但是我最想见的竟然说可能也没来。

。。。

不过！幸好，后来莉说她会来的。心里真的是乐开花了～哈哈
今天的心情真是大起大落的。

莉这个傻女孩，真的是好执扭啊，到最后还是不让我载。
如果乌鸦载，至少她不用那么麻烦要驾车来回嘛，
至少，乌鸦能陪在她身边直到安全到家。

莉送了乌鸦一个挂牌，哈哈。
好可爱的，乌鸦这家伙要用这挂牌把爸妈都挡在外面，我需要私隐！嘿嘿！

很高兴，这是她送我的第一份礼物。有点儿不舍得用，想好好收起来。

好啦，喝了点儿酒。脑袋功能欠佳，只能稍微交代下今天。呵呵

对了，好久没拍一张个人照，所以今天拍了张自拍。

觉得我帅的，请留言告诉一声。觉得我不帅的，千万別留言。>:P


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clear night.

this morning's test, i have feeling that i might pass in 50% chances.
but thats only 50%. heh. 20 questions i only answered 13 of them.

at least, i really did fight for one night. hahaha!

today i went to barber shop to have my hair cut, because my hair getting a bit messy.

when im home, i saw viv online, so i asked to confirm if she wants me to fetch.
wait for quite sometimes, then only i got this reply.

viv: i might not coming later, because im doing my stuff.

i was stoned at that moment~~

although i invited some good friends and most of them absent,
but the one i wanted to meet the most is telling me she might not come as well.

...

but! luckily, at the end viv said she will come. so happy~ haha
today's mood really up and down.

viv this silly girl, really stubborn ya, at last also dont want me to fetch.
if i fetch, at least she doesnt need to be so trouble to drive herself,
at least, i can accompany besides her until she reaches her home.

viv gave me a door hanger as gift, haha.
so cute, i want to use this to block my parents out of my room, i need privacy! hehe!

so happy, this is my first gift from her. dont feel like using it, i want to keep it nicely.

alright, i drank a bit.
my brain function is not in condition, can only talk a little about today. heh

oh yeah, long time didnt take a single pic, so i took a picture of myself.

whoever thinks that im handsome, please leave me a comment to tell me.
but if u dont think so, please dont comment at all. >:P

HOUSEFLY ` 苍蝇

早晴

哈山阿妈又突然跑来了，她很想把侯赛因也一起放进来。

可是侯赛因真的很粘妈妈，妈妈一躲了起来就哭得不行，而哈山呢？
也成了个哭包了，我们的中心当时真的是鬼哭神嚎的。

不过应该要让他们习惯了。

啊，乌鸦正在为我们合作的音乐班的宣传小册盖着印章。
这个见鬼的印章（内存墨水的）实在太多墨了，怎么也不能干。

我的天啊，总共一百张啊～～ 难道我还要用口吹嘛？！

-

昨晚乌鸦说明天的考试我预料会过不了，
结果呢，被莉数了一顿。不知道有没有生气？

呵呵，乌鸦知道莉不喜欢太悲观的男生，
所以別担心，乌鸦也不过是理智地说出来而已。

乌鸦不是那种失败了就容易放弃的人。

不知道莉会不会看我的部落格，
但是乌鸦还是想写下来。

之前莉对我的冷淡曾经让乌鸦感觉很气馁，
好想放弃，可是总是放不了～ 哈哈
总是会自然而然地去注意她。

不过乌鸦也不会强求什么就是了，
我已经尽量不让自己烦她了，
因为我不想连这么一点和她的关系也失去了。

看见她昨天拍的照片，心里一阵冲动想告诉她。
不过最后乌鸦还是忍住了那三个字，像吃了苍蝇那么难受。XP

明天晚上的入伙酒可以见到她啦！好兴奋，好幸福啊～
要为明天考试拼搏，所以今晚不写了。


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clear day.

Hassan's mom came again, she's wanting to put Hussein in as well.

but Hussein's really stick with his mom a lot, he's so relying on his mom,
when his mom is hiding somewhere and he cant sees her, he will cry non-stop,
and Hassan?

he became another cry baby, our centre is like sky falling at that time.

but really, they need to get used to it.

ahhh, im stamping all the brochures for a music class which signed a contract with us.
and this god damn stamp (ink ready inside) has too much ink, the brochures just wont dry.

my god, there are totally hundred pieces~~ dont tell me i got to blow it with my mouth?!

-

last night i said tomorrow's exam i probably will fail,
and then, viv said me for that. not sure if she is angry?

heh, i know viv doesnt like guys who are pessimistic,
so no worry, im only telling the biggest possibility logically.

am not that kind of people who will give up easily because of failure.

i wonder if viv will read my blog, but i just wanted to write it down.

i ever felt really down because of viv treating me coldly previously.
i wanted to let go, but i just cant make it~ lolz.
just cant stop myself to notice about her.

but thats it, i will not force and ask for anything,
im already trying not to disturb her,
because i dont want to lose this relationship with her even if it's only this much.

i saw the photos she taken yesterday, suddenly i have this urge to tell her.
but at the end, i eaten up that 3 words, felt so bad like i eaten a housefly. XP

tomorrow night's house warming party can see her! sooo excited, soooo happy~
got to fight for tomorrow's test, so not going to write tonight.

《夫妻》

如兰带笑含甘露，

镜里迷蒙照灯烛。

以指为拢抚长发，

愿此一生为君梳。

共扶门前连理下，

双双轻依月光处。



注：此作形容著的是一对深爱的夫妻。

BLACK BELT GIRL ` 黑带女孩

午晴

今早听98.8电台说到，因为农历新年的原因，交通部局似乎会在一月十九号至二月初，
把雪兰莪所有八十时速以上的路段，改设为六十时速。

但是，时速路牌是不会换下来的。

就是说，你可能会莫名其妙地被警察给拦下来，然后中张发票。

所以驾车的朋友尽量慢些吧，虽然乌鸦也不大确定是不是还在商讨着，
还是已经确定实行了。

-

乌鸦真的滿担心的。现在的社会实在太难以预料了，什么事情都可能发生。

莉今天会去帮一个可以说完全不认识的女生，作她的化妆模特儿。

这女生是莉大约一年前在夜店里见过一面，然后向莉索取号码，
说以后要找莉帮忙作她的模特儿的。

没想到，一年后竟然还真找到来了。

虽然说莉是个很独立的女生，
而且也应该不会有事的，但还是会自然而然地担心。

乌鸦担心她的安全，人心难测嘛！

又担心自己太紧张了而再次吓跑了莉。呵呵。

好了，一定要安全到家，我的黑带女孩。:)


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clear noon.

this morning i heard from 98.8 radio channel, because of chinese new year,
JPJ is going to change the speed limit starting from 19th of Jan to the beginning of Feb.
changing all the 80km/h to become 60km/h in Selangor.

but the speed limit signs will not be changing, it will stay as it is.

so u might block by the police without noticing that u actually over the speed limit,
and got urself a fine.

therefore, those who drive please try ur best to drive slower,
although im still not sure if this rule is still under discussion,
or already decided to implement.

-

i am quite worry. the society nowadays is so unpredictable, whatever could happen.

viv is going to help a girl who actually she doesnt know at all, to become her makeup model.

viv met this girl about a year ago in a club, she asked for viv's contact,
saying that might need viv to become her makeup model.

didnt expect that, after a year, the girl called viv up for help.

although viv is a really independent girl, and in fact, it should be safe,
but i am still worry, it just happened like this so naturally.

im worry about her safety, since nowadays human are so unpredictable!

also worrying that i gave her pressure and scared her away again. heh.

alright, reach home safely, my black belt girl. :)

HOLDING HER HAND ` 握着她的手

午晴

曾经有人说握手的力度代表着诚意多少，好像蜻蜓点水似的，那是敷衍吧？哈哈

为什么突然说这？

因为乌鸦突然想起了第一天认识莉的时候。

那是在一个叫做 Brain Gym 的三天课程里。

第一天乌鸦和 nic 就迟到了，位子只有两个剩下。nic 坐了一个，我也没得挑了。
那时候心里一阵紧张，所以也没东张西望。就连坐我身边的人，我也只看到了右边而已。
而那时候，莉就是坐在我左边。

那天，乌鸦根本不大说话，因为就是不懂得交际嘛。还是沉默的好。

那时候的我只稍微注意到莉应该是个很好看的女生 （没看正面所以不确定）
不过我也不大理会，可能是没兴趣吧，见得太多了。

午休的时候，nic 跑来说我身边有美女，那时候的我很欠揍的说“化妆而已” 哈哈

然后偶然听见了他们的谈话（因为乌鸦就是不懂得插嘴），
莉说她一直有间梦想的学校，就是这一句乌鸦完全改观了。那她应该很喜欢小孩吧？
而且她就住我那一区，非常靠近。

所以乌鸦自然而然地开始在班上注意她。而且越来越觉得莉很特别很优秀。
哈哈，把之前那句“化妆”的话给忘了 :P

在每天的上完课后，都会有个握着手围个圈，然后说些感想的。

嘿嘿，我当然有机会握着莉的手啦，
所以乌鸦就很不要脸的，握得紧紧，哈哈哈哈！
当然不只是她而已啦，男的也一样的，请相信乌鸦的为人！

事后有一天，她说看我好像很害羞，哪知道握得那么紧 （通常不认识都握得很轻）
没想到，竟然那么明显！哈哈。

不好意思，其实一开始说的那些是借口 :P
握得那么紧，因为我想握而已。

乌鸦很想她呢。


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clear noon.

there's once someone told me the strength of holding hand shows the sincerity,
so if hold too lightly is like so half-hearted.

why am i talking about this suddenly?

because i thought of the first day i get to know viv.

it was in a Brain Gym three day course.

i and nic was late in the first day, seats are only left two. nic sat one, so i have no choice.
that time was a little nervous, so i didnt look around. even the people sitting besides,
i can only manage to see my right hand side.
at that time, viv was sitting at my left side.

that day, i dont really talk much, because i dont know how to social. so better be quiet.

at that time i only noticed that viv should be a good looking girl
(not sure yet because didnt really look at her face to face)
but then i still not really care about it, may be because i have no interest,
i had already met quite a number of pretty girls.

rest time, nic came to me and said there's a pretty girl sitting with me,
i then said "it's only makeup", lolz, slap my mouth.

but after that, i got to hear their chat (because i dont know how to join),
she said she has a dream school, this sentence changed my mind.
guess she loves children very much? besides she lives nearby my area.

so i started to notice her naturally and starts to feel that she is special and outstanding.
haha, forget about the "makeup" thing! :P

everyday when class ending, there will be a circle time
which requires us to hold hands and describe the class on that day.

hehe, of course i have the chance of holding viv's hand,
so i am so thick face and i hold her hand tight, hahahaha!
but not only her okay, i did hold the man beside me tightly too, please trust me!

and then there's one day when we talked about the course,
she said i seems like quite shy, didnt know i will hold her hand so tight
(usually people not close will only hold lightly)
haha, so obvious huh!

opps, those at the beginning i said was just excuses. :P
hold so tight is just because i wanted to.

i miss her so much.

DEVIL IS BLURRED ` 魔头糊涂了

午晴

今天在哈山午睡的时候，发生了段小插曲让乌鸦我哭笑不得，
哈山有醒来上厕所的习惯，所以今天他突然醒了，就有了以下的对话。

乌鸦：哈山要上厕所？

哈山：叽哩咕噜。。。（没办法，我真的不懂。。。）
（走向门口，想开门）

乌鸦：哈山想去哪里？是不是想上厕所？
（奇怪）

哈山：叽哩咕噜。。叽哩咕噜。。。。
（打开了门，走了出去，接着把裤子和内裤一件一件脱下来）

乌鸦：裤子湿了？

哈山：叽哩咕噜。。。
（突然光着屁股跑回进去房间里，然后走向厕所门口）

。。。哈哈哈！原来哈山是睡懵了，根本就是想去厕所嘛，真是的。=_=


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clear noon.

when Hassan having an afternoon nap today,
something happened made me seriously not sure whether to cry or to laugh at it,
Hassan used to have this habit to wake up during nap to go to toilet,
therefore today when he wake up, there's this conversation between me and him.

Me: Hassan wants to go to toilet?

Hassan: gi li gu lu... (i really have no idea what he's saying..)
(went towards the door, wanting to open the door)

Me: Hassan, where do u want to go? do u want to go to toilet?
(weird)

Hassan: gi li gu lu..gi li gu lu...
(opened the door, went out and then taking off his pants and underwear)

Me: Hassan, u wet ur pants?

Hassan: gi li gu lu...
(then he walked into the room again but bottomless and goes to the toilet door)

...hahaha! Hassan slept until too blur, he's actually wanting to go to toilet, aiyoyo. =_=

I LIKE IT ` 我喜欢

夜晴

昨天下午和晚上莉主动找乌鸦说话，那是很稀有的。

但是我很喜欢。哈哈。

没想到聊得还开心，所以心情很好。

我想，如果每天都这样，乌鸦就很快乐了。哈哈。

就算不会是我的，至少让我每天开开心心地和她说话。

你说，今晚也会是这样吗？

该是你的，会是你的

不是你的，请別沮丧，作为留念吧

过去的过去了，向前看，新的快要来了

哪怕快要接近了生命的尽头，请忘了这大恐怖

只要有那一秒的快乐，这段过去无论如何，都是值得的

过去的不开心，不可能决定你的未来会是很悲哀

所以抛开一切，你还是那个你，为啥不能开心点？

乌鸦要换爵士吧去黑胶唱机了，嘿嘿！

应该不是每个人都会喜欢，不过很抱歉这里我说了算。:P

突然很想念娃娃，想要她做我的女儿！

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clear night.

yesterday afternoon and night, viv talked to me, that's very rare.

but i like it very much. haha.

surprisingly, the conversation is quite joyful, therefore i was in good mood.

i think, if everyday is going to be like that, i will be really happy. lolz.

even though not going to be mine, but at least let me talk to her happily everyday.

do u think tonight will be the same?

if it's suppose to be urs, it will be urs

or else, do not make urself down, keep it as a memory

the pasts already passed, look forward, new one is coming soon

even if soon we are close to the end of life,

please forget about this great fear

as long as there's this one second of happiness,

no matter what, this past is all worth

the past is unhappy, but it definitely doesnt mean that ur future will be sad

so drop everything, u are still u, why not be a little happier?

alright! im going to change my jazz bar to gramophone, hehe!

probably not everyone likes it, but too bad im the one who in charge here. :P

suddenly i miss Wawa so much, wants her to be my daughter!

COLD-BLOODED ` 冷血

早晴

有阵子没到我班上的 Yahoo! Group 里看看了，所以决定去看看有什么更新。

却让乌鸦看见了这让人震惊的东西。

-

致所有亲爱的朋友，

昨天在我工作的学校发生了一宗让人惊恐而且心痛的人为事件，
所以我决定写下来警惕大家。

这发生在大约七点左右。学校有专业人员来到喷射药水预防骨痛热症，
所以包括我在内，三名老师三名学生就等在学校门口外面。
突然，有辆摩托车飞驰而来，骑士的打扮很紧密，黑头盔把脸都给遮住了。
这名骑士飞快地把摩托车停在我们的身前，
然后迅速地对着我们撒了一大撮不知名的粉状物，
接着还狠狠地刺伤了两名学生，随之扬长而去。
被刺伤的小男孩才五岁而小女孩还是小学学生。
他们都伤得很严重，在车上血不停地流着，我们当时真的很害怕。

当我们到了医院后，有一名印度女士在我们之前也同样地遇见了那冷血骑士，
而且被刺中了肚子。现在，我的学生情况已经稳定了。
但最糟的是，我们根本想不起摩托车的车牌号码，
当时我们都吓傻了而且非常的紧张甚至在我们逃跑的时候还忘了身边的孩子。
事后，我们对自己的行为非常地自责非常地内疚。
当小女孩醒来后，她告诉我们如果下次逃跑，请带她一起走。
就在那时候，我们感觉心都碎了。。。

无论如何，我想说的是，
我从来不曾想象这样的事情会发生在学校门口的。
虽然我在报纸上知悉了类似的新闻，
但当我们身在其中的事后，
身为“成人”的我们竟然那么的不冷静，以致保护不了小孩们。
所以，请別忽略了小孩的安全。

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这是真人真事，我的一位同班同学放上来的一篇她的经历，这还只是一两天前的事呢。

这世界的人怎么了？都疯了吗？


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clear day.

i had sometimes not visiting my class's Yahoo! Group, so i decided to update myself.

unexpectedly, i was so shocked because i saw something really horrible.

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Dear all,

Yesterday there was a horrifying incident happened to my school
and I decided to write as a warning to all of us.

It happened around 7 something.
There were people came to spray Dengue Fever in my school
so 3 teachers and 3 students went out to wait outside the school.
There was a motorcycle with full-face and dark helmet
stopped the motorbike in front of us.
Suddenly, he threw some sort of powder to us and stabbed 2 students.
The boy was in Kindergarten year 1 and the girl was in primary.
They were badly injured and it was horrifying
because their blood couldn't stop bleeding in the car.

When we arrived at the hospital.
There was another Indian lady got stabbed on the stomach
by the same guy earlier.
Now, my students' conditions are under control.
The worst thing is
we all had no idea what the registration number of that motorbike is
because we were in panic and not calm enough
to make sure the students with us when we ran away.
We felt Sooooooo bad and guilty with this incident.
When the girl got conscious,
she told us next time if you want to escape, bring me along.
heartbreaking.....

Anyway, what I want to say is,
it never comes across my mind that this sort of thing would happen
just right in front of the school gate.
I used to read in the news but in the real incident,
we "adult" were so panic and couldn't protect the children.
So don't under estimate the children’s safety.

-

this is a real incident that happened to one of my classmates,
she posted her experience up and it was only one or two days before.

what happened to people in this world now? are they all gone crazy?

TERRIFIED ` 吓一跳

夜晴

先说说这个下午，nic 出外了，把哈山这个魔头扔下给我。

所以我负责把他给送回家去，驾了这辆车那么久，直到今天！
直到今天！乌鸦才发现自己的车里是那么危险的！

尖头牙签？半截电话线？（对，没想错，是连接普通电话的电话线）
手制？换挡杆？车窗？！

这魔头差点儿被他反了车了！

打开了门锁后还没来得及说话，他就自己下车了，吓得我把他给抓紧紧。

好吧，乌鸦已经在这魔头最乖最安祥的时候，拍了照留念了。

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接下来，就说说刚才。

当乌鸦刚回到家吃完了饭，应该做什么？当然是洗个温暖舒服的澡！

好，想到就做。

关门、脱。。。于此省略大约几十字。。

就在这月黑风高的晚上，乌鸦洗得舒服舒服的时候，

突然在耳边响起一阵 “叩！叩！叩！” 的声音，我猛地一转身。。

我的妈呀！！有只手在那朦朦的黑漆漆的窗外冒了起来！

。。。

靠！那只手真的是乌鸦的妈啊，想说东西也不用这样吧？

真的是吓死人不赔。@#@#@!*@#!(*


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clear night.

let's talk about this afternoon first, nic went out and dump Hassan, the devil to me.

so i got to send him home by myself, i drove this car for so long, until today!
until today! then i found inside my car is so dangerous!

sharp toothpicks? halved telephone line? (yes, u are right. it's the normal phone line!)
hand brake? car's gear? windows?!

this devil almost really turn my car upside down!

after i unlocked the door, not even get the chance to say anything,
he already going down from the car, scared me to the hell, i grabbed him tightly.

well, i had already taken a picture of him at his most peaceful time, as a memory.

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next, it's about just now.

when i just home and had my dinner, what should i do? take a warm bath of course!

alright, just do it!

close the door, taking off... let's just skip these few tens words of describing...

so at this windy dark night, when i was enjoying my shower,

suddenly there are "kok! kok! kok!" sounds beside me, i quickly turned...

oh my mommy!! there's a hand popping up outside the dark and blurry window!

...

kao! that hand was really my mom! issh. is there any other way talking to me?

scared me to hell, man! @#@#@!*@#!(*

《牵手到老》

不晓得这段路到底有多长？

漫无目的地走，牵着妳的手，就是心里还能感动的地方。

其实我们都好累，可是总是有着力量来自那对手，直达心房。

快乐，悲伤，缓步都走过了多少？

不知不觉就把这段叫作【人生】的路饶了个圈，彼此白发苍苍。

FRESH MORNING ` 新鲜早晨

午阴

早上出去走走，呼吸下新鲜空气。

平时没机会，呵呵。

对了，还有————遛狗。^_^!

乌鸦家的笨狗狗，Candy （为所有叫这个名字的女生默哀一分钟），哈哈！
以前还有只叫 Maggie 呢！
当然，它们都是母的。

别看它好像很凶，其实它很笨很可爱的。
从来没咬过人，最高记录也只是把我旧家的邻居追得差不多摔在地上而已。:D

哎，安慰下自己吧，好歹我也算是带着美女逛街了。

走着无聊，用手机乱拍些，然后给修改下。哈哈哈！

回来后，洗个澡就出外早餐了，到现在才弄出这篇本该是早晨的上来。:P


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cloudy noon.

went out for a jog in the morning, to take some fresh air.

usually i dont have this chance, heh.

oh yeah, also ------- bringing the dog for a walk. ^_^!

my family's ben doggie,
Candy (let's have a minute silence for all the girls who called Candy), lolz!
i used to have another dog name Maggie as well!
and of course, they are female.

dont get cheated by her fierce looking, she's a ben and cute dog.
she never bite anyone before,
the highest record is only chasing my neighbour until he almost fell,
when i was still living at my old house. :D

aiks, let's just comfort myself,
convincing myself that im just bringing a hot girl out for a walk.

was a bit free, so i simply took some pictures with my phone again,
and edit them! hahaha.

after i back home, i took a quick shower and went out for breakfast,
and that is why a morning post dragged until the afternoon. :P