PRAY ` 祈祷

夜晴

希望她能够撑过去。

不要有压力，不要不开心！



心情不好，我却帮不了，

只能瞎担心。。。


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clear night.

hope she can get over these.

no stress, no unhappiness please!



she isnt happy, i can only worry,

but not able to help...

WEDNESDAY ` 星期三

夜晴

和自己爱的人在一起，

其实是为了让对方开心，以致于自己也开心的，

可人的想法在不久后，

往往不自觉地就变成了只想要让对方来给予自己开心。

仔细想想，

你们呢？到底是为了什么和对方在一起的？

。。。

刚才载 20 回家的时候，

这笨家伙竟然指了我走冤枉路，

回到家后已经八点多了，

在途中都不断地慌神，快要睡着了。


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clear night.

to be with the one u love,

in fact, is to make ur love one happy, so that u are happy as well,

but people's thinking always had some unrealizable changes later,

it usually changed to be wanted ur lover to give u, urself happiness only.

think properly,

u? what is the purpose u want to be with him/her?

...

just now fetching 20 home,

this stupid budak she brought me a longer way,

after im home already 8 plus,

in the middle of my way back, i was kept dreaming and feeling super duper sleepy.

HEHE ` 呵呵

午晴

明天 20 （意铃）会来中心里，

来免费打工。

呵呵，有人陪了！


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clear noon.

tomorrow 20 (YeeLeng) will come to the centre,

to work for me for free.

hehe, got people accompany!

HATE MY USELESS ` 讨厌我的无能

早晴

看着妳快要崩溃了，

我的存在却根本没能改善些什么。

发现自己太没用，

妳感觉不舒服，我也只能劝告和祈祷，

妳需要赶作业，我只给了些无谓的安慰，

妳感觉压力好大，我却说不上几句话来陪伴妳，

只怕我太烦了，我好想好想能让妳开心点儿。

昨晚好睏，本来很想睡，

和妳道别了后，还是忍不住在 MSN 隐身看妳下线，等妳睡觉。

希望妳能够快点恢复过来，

加油啊！

我讨厌无能为力的时候。。。


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clear day.

seeing ur like nearly breakdown,

my existence doesnt seems to be changing anything better.

really found myself so useless,

when ur not feeling well, i can only suggest u something and pray,

when u need to rush ur assignment, i only gave u some useless comfort,

when ur feeling so stress, i cant even talk much to accompany u,

im afraid to be annoying, i really really wish that i can make u happy.

last night was sleepy, wanted to sleep so much,

after saying bye to u, cant resist to put on invisible in MSN to wait for u to offline and sleep.

hope u'll recover very soon,

jia you ah!

i hate it when im being so useless to u...

GRAY ` 灰蒙蒙

早阴

灰蒙蒙的天空，

我的心也似乎蒙上了一层阴影。

对她好就行了，做我想做的，不管结果了。



呼，

别奢望太多，心里就好过，

不贪不烦。

CONFUSION ` 迷惘

夜晴

我是否有点儿多余了？

唉。

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clear night.

am i being a bit of extra?

sigh.