夜雨
今天是脑体操课程的最后一天了，
都好累，身体好累，精神好累，心里也好累。
最后一天载她回家，
实在舍不得，好舍不得。
好不容易鼓起的勇气，
虽然都不能算是勇气，因为当时心慌，
问了一句连自己都不明白自己问着什么的话，
乌鸦其实只想面对面亲口确认一次而已。
看着我，
她有点儿明白我想问些什么，
抛下一句 驾慢点儿 就逃走了。
就这样走了。
只留下一句话，一个背影，
和身上一缕余香。（她应该喜欢紫色吧）
那时，我有点儿痴了。
或许，乌鸦已经没有机会再问了。
或许，乌鸦真的不够好，给不了她想要的，打动不了她的心。
乌鸦的心好疼，妳又懂多少？
妳不晓得，因为妳的心从来都不在我这儿。
对不起，乌鸦又感觉悲伤了。
对不起，乌鸦又发了一篇这样的东西了。
对不起，乌鸦今天本应该微笑度过的，但雨水模糊了乌鸦的视线。:'(
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rainy night.
today is the last day of brain gym course,
very tired, my body is tired, my brain is tired, my heart also tired.
this is the last day fetching her home,
im reluctant to admit this is true, really.
the courage that i dig it out from my heart so hard,
it is not really courage though, because still panic,
until i asked something i dont even understand what am i asking,
actually i just wanted to confirm face to face for once only.
looking at me,
she a bit understand what am i trying to ask,
she ran away by just telling me drive slowly.
she went away just like that,
by leaving me just a sentence, a receding figure,
and the fragrance of her. (guess she likes purple)
at that moment, i stoned.
may be, i already have no chance to ask anymore.
may be, i am just not good enough, i cant give what she wants, i cant touch her heart.
my heart is aching, but how much do u know?
u wont know, because ur heart has never been with me before.
sorry, im feeling sad again.
sorry, im putting up such a post again.
sorry, i was suppose to be passing today by having a smile on my face, but the rain blurred my vision. :'(
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