Saturday, February 21, 2009

TIRED ` 累


夜晴

有股说不清道不明的感觉,

乌鸦好累啊。

好累啊。

好想抱紧她。


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clear night.

there's a feeling that i cant tell what is it,

im so tired.

so tired.

wanted to hug her tight.

Friday, February 20, 2009

HOPE AND HUNGER ` 希望与饥饿


午晴

小瑞切尔今天来了,

呵呵。

不过只有她一个小孩而已,

就连爱丽丝雅也去了柔佛,不知道干嘛去。(耸耸肩)

实在好希望能有多点儿小孩进来啊,

那就热闹多了。

乌鸦今天就不去和小瓜玩了,

不然老师没事做,会觉得很闷。哈哈!

嗯,肚子好饿~~

今天午餐是粥!大碗的粥!

现在就去吃了呗!:P


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clear noon.

little rachel came today,

heh.

but only her one child,

even Alicia went to Johor, not sure why she goes there. (shrug)

really hope to have more children to join in,

that will be much more lively.

today not going to play with that little one lah,

or else my teacher has nothing to do, will be really bored. haha!

en, so hungry ah~~

today's lunch is porridge! big bowl of porridge!

going to eat now. :P

Thursday, February 19, 2009

MY ♥ ` 我的♥


夜晴

自然而然地注意着她的一举一动,

暗地里也好,光明正大也好,这已是如成天然的习惯。

实在看不穿她心里的想法,

或者只是简单认为乌鸦还不配知道?

为什么还打动不了她的

为什么还是没什么感觉

若妳不上我,那一定是我的错。

其实一直在猜测,也许她在看着乌鸦的部落格,

但乌鸦不会问的,若果说穿了,可能乌鸦再也不能肆无忌惮地写着她的事情。

到底,乌鸦该怎么办?

真不想错过了一些事情,不想留有遗憾。


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clear night.

naturally i will notice at what she's doing,

no matter it's secretly, or openly, it is a very natural habit nowadays.

seriously i cant read her mind,

or is it just simply im not fit to know yet?

why cant i touch her heart yet?

why she still has not much feeling at me?

if ur still unable to fall in love with me, that must be my fault.

actually i always suspecting, may be she's reading my blog,

but i wont ask, if the secret expose, i might not be able to write about her openly anymore.

wonder, what should i do?

really dont wan to miss a thing, i dont wan to have any regret.

SECURITY ` 保安


午晴

怎么今天不下雨了?

天气好闷热,车子好肮脏。

呵呵,下个大雨嘛,稍微帮乌鸦洗洗车,不行?

看着在烈阳下,

那悠闲地坐在大伞下的保安人员,

实在有点儿怀疑

怀疑什么?

这一区的保安人员,乌鸦所知的只有两个,

都是白发苍苍满脸皱纹的老爷子。

平时就坐着到傍晚,或者骑着他老人家的老机车到处逛逛

是的,就只是逛逛啦。

难道你们觉得若真的有几个彪形大汉在犯事,他老人家能做什么?

原谅乌鸦有点儿过份的说,我还真担心他们提早让老人家到阎王爷府上报到去呢。

而且乌鸦常常发现他对着那老型机车敲弄着什么,

今天连轮子都拆了,我倒!
==

如果真有贼子,您老,一手抓轮子,一手抓钥匙

该是装上轮子骑机车,还是丢了轮子用脚跑啊?

这,很值得深究一下,唔。


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clear noon.

why isnt today raining?

the weather is so god damn hot, my car is so god damn dirty.

hehe, let's have a rain please, help me at least wash a bit of my car, no?

look under that big hot sun,

the relaxing security guard who sits under the big umbrella,

seriously makes me doubt.

of what?

the security guard at this area, those i know are only two,

both are aged man with white hair, wrinkles on their face.

usually he sits until the evening, or riding his old bike hanging around,

yes, hanging around only lah.

or else u all think if there are few strong man committing crime,

he is able to do something?

sorry for being a bit impolite,

but then i really worry that they might send him to meet his god earlier than he should have to.

furthermore, i often found him doing stuff with his old fashioned bike,

today he even took off one of his bike's wheel, faint!
==

if seriously there's a thief or something, uncle, u one hand wheel, one hand key,

should u put on the wheel and ride ur bike, or throw ur wheel and run with legs?

hmm, this is a good question.

SINCE... ` 反正。。。


夜晴

有好多事情,乌鸦不想再仔细地问了。

就让她当我放弃了算了,

反正她也不在乎?

反正在她心里,乌鸦什么都不是。

不应该再说太多,

反正。。。结果都是一样不会改变。

呵呵。

其实还是很想她。


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clear night.

so many things, i dont want to ask so much anymore.

let her think that i really gave up better,

since she doesnt really care?

since i am nothing much in her heart.

shouldnt say much,

since... the result will be the same, nothing will be change.

heh.

miss her, though.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

DRIVING LIFE ` 驾驶人生


夜晴

人的一生其实和在道路上驾驶非常相似
一样有着塞车,一样能让你手足无措,
甚至,好多好多的道理似乎都不约而同地一模一样。

当你在道路上遇着了严重塞车的时候,
那也许会是因为发生了车祸,也或许是因为这个时间特别多车,
也或许可能只是因为前方一辆车的任性而阻塞了整条车道。

人生同样的也有塞车的时候,
就在你想不通事情的时候,就在你感觉压力让你堵住不前的时候,
也就在你因为一件微不足道的事而钻着牛角尖的时候。

若这个时候,身边能有个人陪,不管是朋友还是爱侣,
塞车带来的疲惫也就不至于那么难受了。
所以一段漫长的路程,每个人身边其实都需要一个人陪。

有些人耐性很好,晓得忍让,可是人不可能总是让路的,
不是人人都会感恩,一辆随着一辆地截进来,何时才到得了头?
一直让路,一辈子到不了你想去的地方,
请学会稍微为自己着想。

有些人性子里藏着一股狠劲儿,不让的就是不让,
乌鸦就是这样的人,妈的,老子排了老半天的,
你说截进来就截进来?那乌鸦还用在车道上跑吗?
给你胆子把乌鸦车子给撞了,不够狠?等下一辆吧!

人生有如车道,你总会见识到不同的人,
有让人实在讨厌的,有做事不打招呼自以为是的,
有不自觉妨碍了人的,有懵懵懂懂连晚上车灯都忘了开的。

而有些人,总觉得自己很有性格
像只发情的公牛,总喜欢做些引人注目的动作,
却不知道别人心里想的是:“又一个低级当有趣的家伙。”

乌鸦曾经遇见过非常无礼的人,
当时乌鸦驾得不慢了,后面有个家伙飞快跟上,
可是因为乌鸦已经开得不慢了,所以一时不能转去慢速车道。
那混账东西竟然亮高灯,乌鸦当场就打消了让路的念头了,
就慢慢让他贴着车尾跑好了,想从慢速车道超车?
门儿都没有!老子加速。

或许有人想,乌鸦这是何必呢?
确实,那是意气用事,可乌鸦就只尊重懂得尊重别人的人

怎么驾车,反映出你是怎么样一个人。


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clear night.

one's life is just like driving on the road,
same thing it has traffic jam, also it can make u out of hands,
there are even much more similarities, even lessons of life.

when u stuck in a serious traffic jam,
that might because of car accidents, or might because of too many cars at a time,
or even may be, only because of one car at the front being stupid and the whole road jam.

life is like the same, there's traffic jam too,
thats when u cant think things open, thats when u are stucked with pressures,
also thats when u screw urself up because of a little matter.

if u have someone accompany at ur side at these moments,
no matter a friend or a lover, it helps to ease the stresses which brought by the jam.
so, in a long life travel, everyone does need someone to stay by their side always.

some people has good patience, knowing how to endure and give way,
but a person cannot be giving way all the time, not everyone feeling thankful for that,
cars will be overtaking one by one, when is it going to end?
keep on giving ways, forever u cant reach your destination,
please learn to think for urself.

some people has got some kind of ruthless personality that cant be seen easily,
doesnt wan to give way means doesnt give way for sure,
i am one of them like that, damn it, i queued for such a long time,
these bastards want to cut queue just like that?
if they have guts they can just crash my car, no? wait for the next car then!

life and driving on the road are so similar, u get to meet different types of people,
some are really irritating, some are so egoistic, neglecting people and do things they like,
some they never know they annoyed the others,
some even blur until they forgot to turn on their car's light during the night.

and some fella, always think that they are cool,
like a bull in its mating season, always doing things to attract people's eyeballs,
but they never know people are actually thinking: "there comes another cheap dumb ass."

i ever met someone who is so impolite,
it happened when one day i was driving in "okay" speed,
one fella caught up from behind really fast, but that time my speed already not slow,
so i cant immediately turn into the slower lane.
that bastard flashed me with high beam, i got annoyed and decided not giving way to him anymore,
let that bastard slowly stick with my car butt then, want to overtake me from the slow lane?
dream lah! i will increase my speed.

may be people think, what for?
yeah, i admit it is a bit being hotheaded, i have my own thinking to stand for,
i only respect people who knows how to respect the others.

how u drive, it reflects what kind of a person u are.

Monday, February 16, 2009

THANX ` 谢了


夜晴

现在乌鸦的心情平静得诡异,

直到这一刻,乌鸦似乎还是挺潇洒的。呵呵。

好。

这几个月的努力,老子终于放弃了!他妈的放弃了!

谁管啊?!哈哈!:'(

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Joanna 王若琳的声音就像一杯黑咖啡

不是每个人都会喜欢那一口的苦涩,但懂得品赏的人就能发现其中的香浓,

而且让人情不自禁上瘾。

谢谢,意玲。(第一次好好叫妳的名字)

乌鸦好喜欢好喜欢她的新歌啊,

心,
轻轻跟着她那美妙的歌声飘飞~


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clear night.

now im feeling so calm, so weird,

until this minute this second, i think i am still cool with it. heh.

good.

so this few months of efforts, i finally gave up! fucking gave up!

who cares huh?! haha! :'(

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Joanna Wang's voice is like a cup of black coffee,

not everyone likes the bitter taste, but those who love it find its great,

furthermore it makes people really addict.

thanx, Yee Leng. (first time calling ur name properly)

i love her new songs so so so so much,

heart, slowly scudding together with her magnetic singing voice~