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午晴
你们都有梦想吧？会是什么？
实现了吗？还是已经设定为人生目标，正在奋斗着？
小时候，会有好多好多的梦想，现在长大了是否还抱着同一个梦想呢？
乌鸦是有着这么一个梦想的，或者很普通，你们甚至会说乌鸦没大志，
那就是－－－
“找到心爱的人，然后组织一个家庭，过着幸福的一生。”
很简单，很简单的这么一句。
乌鸦的梦想就只有这么一句而已，长度不足编不成一本书，甚至不能写一篇文章。
乌鸦不想称霸天下，也不想拯救地球。因为太复杂了，呵呵。
但也许，以后有那么一天，乌鸦会有更多梦想的。
或许会是－－－
“协助自己的爱人，一起实现她的梦想。”
也或许会是－－－
“看着自己的孩子长大，听孩子说着他们的梦想。”
或许，就会是这么一个梦想的。
乌鸦在想，也许我的梦想真的很普通很平凡，别人都嗤之以鼻，
但是老子不管，只要有天实现了自己的梦想，
乌鸦我也是个伟人。XD
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clear noon.
i supposed u all have a dream? what will it be?
achieved it yet? or fighting for it as ur life's target?
when we're small, we used to have lots of dreams,
are we still having the same after we all had grown up?
i am having this dream, which might be so normal, that u all will think am so not ambitious,
and which is ------
"with the one i love, build a family together and live a happy life."
that simple, that simple in just a sentence.
my dream is only in one sentence,
not long enough to be a book, not even a composition too.
i dont want to conquer the world, neither i want to save the earth.
because they are just so complicated, heh.
but may be, may be one day later, i will have more dreams.
it might be ------
"assisting my lover, together achieving her dream."
or it will be ------
"watching my child grows up, listening to them talking about their dream."
may be, it will be a dream like this.
i am thinking, may be my dream is so normal so ordinary, everyone else will scoff at it,
but i dont give a damn, as long as one day i achieve my dream,
i, will also be a great person. XD
夜晴
在大雨中缓缓行驶，看着雨水滴答滴答打在玻璃上，
如果说我心里正在想着一个人的话，那个人肯定会是她。
一直以来，乌鸦都很想却不敢告诉她，
请让我们在一起，说着别人也许曾经说过的山盟海誓，
分担妳所有艰苦的日子，在妳心中占一个位置。
在妳身边的时候，让妳能够安心，不再迷失。
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clear night.
driving slowly in the heavy rain, watching the rain drops hitting on the glass,
if there is someone i am thinking, that must be her.
all the while, i wanted but not daring enough to tell her that,
please let us be together,
swearing we'll be forever like someone else might swore it before,
sharing ur hard times, taking a position in ur heart.
staying by ur side, so that u are secure, and no longer getting lost.
午晴
看着班上里的情形，两名老师在蹦蹦跳跳地唱着歌，
而小魔头却坐在一旁观看，不大肯加入。
她们的脚步声很轻易就传下来办公室了。（希望这栋房子不会倒吧？）
那时乌鸦突发奇想地觉得，怎么咱中心里的老师闹得更像是个小孩了？哈哈 ^_^!
可怜，至今中心里的小孩还只有哈山一个而已。
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今天中心里其中一个老师的女儿来接她，之前一直听 nic 说很漂亮，
其实之前她都常有来接她妈妈的，可是乌鸦没兴趣特意去看她，所以也一直没看清楚。
乌鸦这次因为吃饭然后开门给她们回家，才稍微算是近距离望了一眼。
嗯，是真的很不错哦。
不过乌鸦还是觉得莉最好，美丽而高贵。哈哈哈！
乌鸦在说实话哦，不是为了拍马屁的！
虽然每天都有和她说话，可是还是觉得好想她。
好想快点二月底呢，那乌鸦每个星期都能看见她了。呵呵
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--------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english ---------------------------------clear noon.seeing the class's condition, two teachers was hopping around singing songs,
while the devil is sitting aside watching, not willing to join.
their stepping sounds can easily pass through until the office.
(hopefully the house wont collapse?)
at that time, i suddenly have this weird thinking coming up,
why are our teachers now having fun more like the children already? haha ^_^!
so pitiful, till now the centre has only Hassan this one child.
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today one of our teacher's daughter came to fetch her, heard that she's pretty from nic.
in fact, she did come to fetch her mom quite often before,
but i didnt really see her clearly before, because im not so interested to see her purposely.
this time when i eat my lunch and open the gate for them to go home,
then i took a glance in this short distance.
mmm, really not bad.
but i still think that viv is the best, beautiful and elegant. hahaha!
im telling the truth okay, not just plain praising!
although im talking with her everyday, but still i feel i miss her very much.
wish the time goes faster till the end of feb, then i can see her every once a week. heh
打开窗，手轻轻挥动，
试图捕捉那记忆内藏的深层。
倒退的画面，回溯，那天相对，那一个黄昏。
其实妳不懂，因为我正追着风，为了追回那隐约的心疼。
而妳却就像风，从来不曾等。
午晴
不知道为什么今天好睏，早上也睡迟了。
昨晚也不是很迟睡呀？（奇怪中。。。）
连闹钟都差点儿叫不醒 XD
今天哈山在回家前去了浇花，这小子一直想要用水管来浇，怎么可能让他用水管，我们都担心花会淹死呢。呵呵
我们把装了水的浇花壶给了他，浇着～浇着～浇着～～
突然 “噗哧” 一声，
哈山这小魔头把浇花壶倒转来把里面的水全都倒在花上了。。。=⌂=!!!
过后，哈山这魔头（我猜花儿们也应该是这样想的）终于让 nic 给送回家了。
肚子饿到三点多差不多四点了，乌鸦才吃午餐。
而今天的菜单是－－－打包的炒饭。
那么迟才吃，今晚晚餐不知道吃得下不。
老妈一定又会喋喋不休地数乌鸦怎么那么迟吃啊什么的。哈哈
回家后才补放一张魔头浇花的照片吧！
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clear noon.
not knowing why today im so sleepy, i even slept late this morning.
last night wasnt sleeping so late, hmm? (wondering why...)
even my alarm almost cant wake me up XD
today Hassan went watering the plants before he go home,
but this boy kept wanting to use the pipe to water,
no way in letting him to use the pipe,
we are all worrying the garden area will be serious flooding. heh
we gave him a watering can with water inside, so he water~ water~ water~~
suddenly there's this "POOSHHH" sound appeared,
Hassan this little devil turn the watering can over,
and poured all of the water out right on the flowers... =⌂=!!!
after that, Hassan, the devil (i guess the flowers probably think the same)
finally sent home by nic.
i was starving until 3pm+ almost 4pm only i had my lunch.
and today's menu is ------ the take-away fried rice.
so late then i eat my lunch, i wonder what about tonight's dinner.
my mom must be nagging at me non-stop asking why am i eating my lunch so late again. lolz
tonight when im home, i will be adding on a pic of the devil watering plants!
夜晴
这下午睡得死死的，昨晚三点多差不多四点才睡，可是今早八点多竟然就醒了。
唉～这是劳碌命啊～
然后被捉去洗地，虽然不是很多，可是还是有点儿累。
洗完了，就忍不住倒在床上睡下去了。
醒来后，发现莉 MSN 我，好像有事说。可是刚才乌鸦睡着了 =_=!
而莉说了几句就不知道跑哪儿去了。
乌鸦发现她的个人信息写着 "expectations always lead to disappointments"
大概是这样吧？会不会是不开心呀？
但因为赶着洗澡出去，所以等不到莉回来。
乌鸦一家人去了 Jusco 买衣服，乌鸦用电话上网，
原来莉是想说本来打算叫我帮她拿成绩的，
但是个人信息的，她却一直说没事，乱写而已。到底真的假的？
今晚乌鸦买了四条裤子，两长两短的。哈哈！
试到很好看，没办法。忍不住就买了那么多条。谁叫我穿得好看呢？:P
呼～新衣计划终于都完美完成了～呵呵
莉在二月底开始开课了，可是上课时间好多都在晚上，
她这傻女孩工作和上课后，驾车很危险，因为太累了。
可是好几天都是在工作日，所以乌鸦没办法载她，我也要上班。
唯有星期六，被乌鸦成功说服她让我当司机，呵呵！
终于可以和她分担些她的负担，
乌鸦也要学习驾得安稳些了，让她在我车上好好休息下吧。
不过就是不能在工作日接载她，好担心，而且那几天放学时间都是天黑的时候。~_~
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clear night.
today afternoon i slept like a dead body, last night i slept at 3am+ almost 4am,
but this morning i woke at 8am+
aiks~ what a worker's life~
after that i was asked to wash the floor of my house, although not really a lot,
but still a bit tired.
finished washing, i really cant stand, i fall asleep.
when i wake up, found viv MSN me, seems like she has something to tell.
but i fall asleep just now =_=!
and she went somewhere else after a few messages.
found her personal message putting "expectations always lead to disappointments"
roughly like this, i think? is she not feeling happy?
but because i was rushing to bath and going out, i cant wait until viv back.
my family went to Jusco to buy clothes, i went online using my phone,
finally viv said she was actually planning to ask me to get her result,
but for her personal message, she kept saying nothing and said just simply putting it.
is it real or fake?
tonight i bought 4 pants, 2 short 2 long, haha!
tested and they look really nice, no choice, just buy it!
who asked me to wear it that nicely, right? :P
phew~ my new clothes plan had accomplished perfectly~ heh
viv is going to start her class during end of february, but there are a lot of night classes.
this silly girl is so tired after work and school, it's so dangerous if she drives like that.
but most of the classes are working days, so i cant fetch, i got to work too.
only for saturday, i success in convincing her to let me be her driver, heh!
finally i can share some of her burden now,
i also need to learn how to drive a bit more stable, so that she can rest nicely in my car.
but i cant fetch her during working days, so worry,
furthermore that few classes' ending time will be the time when night is dark. ~_~
早晴
乌鸦昨晚迷迷糊糊的，没怎么写出昨晚的情形。
所以今天决定要把入伙酒写多点，可惜没有照片。
昨天真的快要用豆腐撞死自杀去了，因为莉，她差点儿就没来了。
其他的朋友，Pyng, Wyng, Sam, Jinyan, Jan, Joyce, Yee, Ken 和 Ying 都没来。
Pyng, Wyng 和 Sam 因为 Wyng 工作太累所以就不来了。
Jan, Joyce 和 Yee 因为 Yee 的爸才刚过世不久，Jan 和 Joyce 不可能丢下 Yee 的。
Ken 呢，临时说会去做社工。
Ying 也因为要去最好朋友的生日会而来不及过来。
JINYAN 这个乌鸦其中一个最好的朋友，给的只有借口，没有理由！
最后，只有 Kum, Bay 和 Xiao Gui 来了。Xiao Gui 这家伙还买了支红酒送我，
后来听他说，选红酒的时候，选到这支红酒是因为有个飞马图片的，看起来很霸气。=_=
乌鸦对这家伙无言了。不过真的谢啦！哈哈 :D
乌鸦的表姐们和大姨一直都在问 “朋友呢？朋友呢？”
乌鸦心里知道她们指的朋友是女朋友啦，我才不信她们想看我的普通朋友。
心里就想到了莉，唉～可是不是，哈哈！
所以一直推说没有，大姨还问 “怎么到现在还不去找一个？”
乌鸦不知道怎么答，答非所问地说 ：“没啦～没啦～” XD
也因为这样，当莉来的时候，她们一个两个在打眼色问我是不是她。哈哈。
这整晚乌鸦真的不大懂得怎么招呼别人，就是不懂 =_=
一直都在看看手表，看看外面。“怎么还没来？”
她终于来了，乌鸦忍不住就走出去接她。别人怎么看，我不管了。^_^!
不过见到了她后，真的恨不得盖自己一巴掌，
乌鸦当时简直就是语无伦次加上手足无措，不知道该带她先去哪儿好，
天哪～乌鸦 130 多的智商都去了哪里？？！
后来我、她还有 nic 在我的房间里聊天，
感觉很开心，虽然乌鸦没怎么说话。就是很开心。
当时，她就和乌鸦坐在床上，而 nic 就坐在乌鸦的椅子。
我知道 nic 在制造机会给我和莉，我知道的。
nic 找个借口出去了后就没回来房间了。
而昨晚乌鸦唯一能好好的看着她的时候，
就是她在我的房间和朋友说电话的那一阵子。因为，她发觉不了。呵呵
她走的时候，乌鸦一直送到外面，到她的车前。
不想错过那一点点在她身边的时间，
而且天黑了，至少那一小段路乌鸦在身边她会很安全。:P
她走了后，乌鸦就陪 Kum, Bay 和 Xiao Gui 他们了。
很开心，乌鸦很少喝酒的，昨晚就喝了些，一点就已经让乌鸦感觉脑袋涨涨的。
哈哈，不过，乌鸦老爸却直接给喝醉过去了，站都站不稳。笑死我了。
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clear day.
i was really blur last night, didnt really talk about how was the party.
so i decided to write a bit more about last night, but what a waste, didnt take any pic.
yesterday i nearly wanted bang my head to a block of taufu to suicide,
because of viv, she almost not coming.
the rest of my friends, Pyng, Wyng, Sam, Jinyan, Jan, Joyce, Yee, Ken and Ying,
they didnt come.
Pyng, Wyng and Sam is because Wyng was exhausted from work.
Jan, Joyce and Yee because Yee's father just passed away, so i can understand.
Jan and Joyce cannot dump Yee alone.
Ken, he last minute said he has community work to do.
Ying also because she has to attend her best friend's birthday party so she cant come over.
JINYAN this one of my best friends, gave me only excuses but no reason!
at the end, only Kum, Bay and Xiao Gui came.
Xiao Gui this fella bought a bottle of red wine, then he said how he choose the wine,
he bought this because the unicorn label looks stylish. =_=
i was really speechless to him. but yeah, really thanx for the gift! haha :D
my cousins and my aunt kept asking: "where's ur friend? where's ur friend?"
i knew they were asking for girlfriend,
i seriously dont believe that they will ask about my normal friend.
then i thought of viv, sigh~ too bad, she's not, haha!
therefore i was keep saying no, my aunt asked: "why till now still not getting one?"
honestly, i dont know how to answer her,
i was just keep saying "no lah~ no lah~" like an idiot. XD
and also that is why when viv came,
they all keep show me some signals to ask if she is the one. lolz.
this whole night i really dont know how to serve the guests, just dont know how =_=
was all the time looking at my watch, look around outside. "why not reaching yet?"
finally she reached, i cant stop myself to walk out and bring her in.
what do people think, i dont care already. ^_^!
but after seeing her, i really felt like slapping myself,
that time was really nervous, i dont know what to do, where should i bring her to,
gosh, where's my 130+ IQ gone??!
end up, me, her and also nic had a chat in my room,
felt happy, although i didnt talk much. just happy.
that time she was sitting besides me on my bed, while nic sitting on my chair.
i know nic was making chances for me and viv, i know that.
nic gave an excuse then he went out and never come back to the room.
and last night, my only time that i can look at her without worry,
is the short time when she talking to her friend using her mobile phone in my room.
because, she wont be able to realize that. heh.
when she's leaving, i send her until outside, until in front of her car.
i dont want to miss any, even that little time to stay by her side,
and since the night is dark,
at least she will be safe when im with her during that short walk. :P
after she left, i went to accompany Kum, Bay and Xiao Gui.
was very happy, i only drink once in the blue moon,
last night i did drink a bit, a bit enough to let me feel blur,
my brain cannot function well after that.
lolz, but my dad straight went drunk, cant even stand well. got me die laughing.
