HOUSEFLY ` 苍蝇

早晴

哈山阿妈又突然跑来了，她很想把侯赛因也一起放进来。

可是侯赛因真的很粘妈妈，妈妈一躲了起来就哭得不行，而哈山呢？
也成了个哭包了，我们的中心当时真的是鬼哭神嚎的。

不过应该要让他们习惯了。

啊，乌鸦正在为我们合作的音乐班的宣传小册盖着印章。
这个见鬼的印章（内存墨水的）实在太多墨了，怎么也不能干。

我的天啊，总共一百张啊～～ 难道我还要用口吹嘛？！

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昨晚乌鸦说明天的考试我预料会过不了，
结果呢，被莉数了一顿。不知道有没有生气？

呵呵，乌鸦知道莉不喜欢太悲观的男生，
所以別担心，乌鸦也不过是理智地说出来而已。

乌鸦不是那种失败了就容易放弃的人。

不知道莉会不会看我的部落格，
但是乌鸦还是想写下来。

之前莉对我的冷淡曾经让乌鸦感觉很气馁，
好想放弃，可是总是放不了～ 哈哈
总是会自然而然地去注意她。

不过乌鸦也不会强求什么就是了，
我已经尽量不让自己烦她了，
因为我不想连这么一点和她的关系也失去了。

看见她昨天拍的照片，心里一阵冲动想告诉她。
不过最后乌鸦还是忍住了那三个字，像吃了苍蝇那么难受。XP

明天晚上的入伙酒可以见到她啦！好兴奋，好幸福啊～
要为明天考试拼搏，所以今晚不写了。


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clear day.

Hassan's mom came again, she's wanting to put Hussein in as well.

but Hussein's really stick with his mom a lot, he's so relying on his mom,
when his mom is hiding somewhere and he cant sees her, he will cry non-stop,
and Hassan?

he became another cry baby, our centre is like sky falling at that time.

but really, they need to get used to it.

ahhh, im stamping all the brochures for a music class which signed a contract with us.
and this god damn stamp (ink ready inside) has too much ink, the brochures just wont dry.

my god, there are totally hundred pieces~~ dont tell me i got to blow it with my mouth?!

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last night i said tomorrow's exam i probably will fail,
and then, viv said me for that. not sure if she is angry?

heh, i know viv doesnt like guys who are pessimistic,
so no worry, im only telling the biggest possibility logically.

am not that kind of people who will give up easily because of failure.

i wonder if viv will read my blog, but i just wanted to write it down.

i ever felt really down because of viv treating me coldly previously.
i wanted to let go, but i just cant make it~ lolz.
just cant stop myself to notice about her.

but thats it, i will not force and ask for anything,
im already trying not to disturb her,
because i dont want to lose this relationship with her even if it's only this much.

i saw the photos she taken yesterday, suddenly i have this urge to tell her.
but at the end, i eaten up that 3 words, felt so bad like i eaten a housefly. XP

tomorrow night's house warming party can see her! sooo excited, soooo happy~
got to fight for tomorrow's test, so not going to write tonight.