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clear night.
thanx lah, im okay.
how can i beaten by these small things?
although i still feel a bit moody, but really im okay.
viv found that im not happy, she concerned about me.
then she also invited me to join her to go for a club's party,
but then later on she changed to me and nic. heh.
i got to rush for my assignment tomorrow night and saturday has class,
so rejected it, furthermore i dont even know her friends at all.
but should be a good thing right? not sure already haha.
today chat with 21, talked about her driving license expired already,
then i took a look at mine, omg! tomorrow expiring leh!
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clear noon.
before that i keep thinking Oliver will be the hardest one to handle,
who knows Rachel is the one who most active!
heh, she loves to be pampered, she also likes guys,
she sometimes comes to me and ask for lifting, sometimes ran to nic and ask him,
so we are like keep switching to lift her lolz.
haha, this little one also has a habit to sleep, or else u cant sleep her at all,
when u got the way, she can sleep well without needed to monitor or what.
Oliver cried badly this early morning when he came, but after a nap at the afternoon,
he became so nice, he didnt cry anymore, so unbelievable.
they are so young, they are only babies.
i also found Rachel is so clever, furthermore she also likes to tidy things up. heh.
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clear day.
overslept, last night already sleeping early, but why still overslept today?
these few days she is like ignoring me, or i should say she really ignoring me.
i doubt that she said it wrongly last time?
she said she doesnt want to drag me and hurt me,
because she doesnt want to get into another relationship yet.
actually,
not she's the one who dragging me, im the one who dragging her ba?
she felt sorry to me, thus we cant even be friend fully, but she doesnt know how to reject.
i should be the one who is not suppose to be in this, isnt it? lolz...
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early in the morning then i saw that 2 little kids playing at the playground.
so cute.
sitting inside the office, heard Oliver's crying,
not sure why feeling warm in my heart, sounds weird i know, but really is.
thought of those kids last time, i will accompany this 2 little one this afternoon!
cannot be snatching teachers' works now, right? :)
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clear noon.
want to go to Rihanna's live concert with her,
not because i like it, just because i want to accompany her to watch.
actually when she started to show she wants to go, i then already thought of asking her.
but,
from starting then she already showed she's going with her friends,
thus i didnt tell her anything.
till last night i accidentally talked about the concert,
viv said she has no one to go with, still thinking if she goes or not,
then she went offline.
i felt she's a bit moody, not sure if it is real or i got it wrong.
i wanted to accompany her to go for the concert, wonder still can or not?
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clear day.
this morning after taken my shower,
i took out a long jeans from my cupboard and is about to wear.
because of working so i chose to wear jeans,
much more durable, as in not easy to dirty or spoil.
therefore i wear jeans whenever i work.
but today,
something happened on my body,
something that could cause a breakdown to the girls,
but something which makes me happy and also irritates me.
......
.....
....
...
..
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i think... im getting slightly fatter!(not thinking too far huh?)
not really fat lah, but not as thin as last time anymore.
so glad, last time i was so thin and looking weak, always wanted to grow bolder,
okay, at least now im not so thin anymore.
but also because of this, my jeans became so tight, so uncomfortable to wear. 囧
└》saw what is it? it's birds, what are they for? it is a buddist practice, to set them free. but i dislike these kind of acts, arent that will attract more people who wants to make money to put more effort on catching birds? this isnt a kind act, but those who buy the birds to release them are committing a sin indirectly. the real way of setting these animals free should have a heart of sympathy, no matter where and when. now isnt that asking people to catch more birds huh? └》这就是四面佛了,乌鸦四面都拜了拜。嘿嘿。
└》this is the four-faced buddha, four faces also i did pray. hehe.
└》这就是传说中的许愿树!但是乌鸦没许下什么愿望。
└》this is the legendary wishing tree! but i didnt make a single wish.
└》敲一敲,好运到。
└》hit a hit, good luck is coming.
└》乌鸦的表哥亲手点着了这超长鞭炮!真的很长啊。。哈
└》my cousin light up the super long firecracker by himself! seriously very long... lolz
└》在拜如来佛之前,偷拍了一只懒洋洋的狗。哈哈。 当时有点儿担心它会不会突然跳起来咬乌鸦。
└》before i pray to the Ru Lai Buddha, i took a picture of a lazy dog. haha. that time was actually a bit worry if she will jump up and bite me.
└》seeing like this dont feel very big is it? but actually it is very very big. my height cant even reach the stage under the buddha. when i was taking this pic my leg a bit no strength, because afraid will fall backward.
└》乌鸦的爸妈合照,就是不懂怎么老爸这个表情。晕
└》my parent's picture, just that i dont understand why my dad face like this. faint
└》知道观音娘娘是谁吗?是乌鸦的干娘!呵。
└》know who is Guan Yin? is my god mother! heh.
└》龙口是入口,很漂亮。
└》the dragon's mouth is the entrance, very nice.
└》拜完了,肚子饿了。实在是好丰富,难怪乌鸦这阵子胃口也大了。
└》finished praying, so hungry. so many dishes, thats why recently i felt i need to eat a lot.
└》餐厅里拍到的,泰王与泰王后。
└》took it in the restaurant, the Thai king and queen.
└》饱饭了,是时候上路前去合艾!这是途中的土产店里卖的其中一样土产食品。 看得出是什么。。。?
└》after eating, it's time to go to HatYai! this is one of the local product that is selling in the shop. guess what is it...?
└》finally reached HatYai lah! got up to the dudu car, this is my cousin nephew, behind her is my cousin sister, beside is my grandma. really cannot stand both my nephew and my cousin, they hit their head to the car roof one by one when they get up to the car. okay, depart! shopping loh~
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clear night.
backed.
finally i satisfied my desire of going out,
but unfortunately i also let out the loneliness of mine.
the first solo movie, first midnight movie of my life.
inside the cinema,
it's either empty or strangers beside.
there's a wide front view, there's not a single one in front.
this is a funny movie,
everyone was laughing, i was laughing at it too.
after the laughters,
suddenly i found that, even comedy can laugh till so unhappy.
the movie ended,
walked out of that cinema's door,
a feeling of emptiness appeared.
understood, sometimes being stupid will also get hurt badly.
these are all by my own, because i guessed the starting and ending,
there's might be some surprises in between,
but ending never change.
fuck! i will watch one more tomorrow! >:D
p/s: this is not being emo, just some true feelings after being stupid.
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clear noon.
the weather is so god damn hot ah~ i forced to take off my clothes already!
only the upper body lah.
morning i practiced my taiji, but sweating like played basketball. =_=!
it is so hot inside my room and it is even hotter when i open my window!
so terrible lah.
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today really feel like going out for movie, so many movies i didnt watch yet.
dont want to stay at home always, i want to hang out a bit.
but seems i have no friend to date...
still considering if i want to go out alone walk walk and watch movie, but a bit stupid.
furthermore i dont want to go too far, so unsure eh!
so hard to have time to go out, couldnt be end up staying home again huh?!
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clear night.
sigh.
the days i have been waited for so long, became a broken dream.
previously i did say im going to fetch viv to college during end of Feb right?
she just told me the timetable changed and i cant fetch her anymore.
the time is not suitable for me to fetch.
aiks, at the end this is only a dream huh.
although viv said she will come over to have lunch with me,
but, being not able to do something for her every once a week, am so upset.
furthermore, i think, may be not every week i can see her anymore. :(
oh yeah,
i purposely burn a disc, all the oldies.
there are Tian Zhen, Yao Su Rong, Cai Qin, Fei Yu Qing but mostly also Teresa Deng Li Jun.
now i can listen to them when im on the car, heh.
need not to listen to those songs in radio which are not really my type,
now i can listen to the disc lah.
OH! suddenly i thought of today during the class when Faye gave me sweet,
then we found that SUGUS sweet actually contain beef's tendon, (not sure is it tendon)
now then i know since very young i had already broken the rules,
i cant eat beef because im the so-called son of Guan Yin.
although i dont really obey to the rules now,
but then those who doesnt know and they wanted to keep this rules, isnt this a trap? swt.
if u think i bluff, u can buy a SUGUS sweet and take a look at their ingredient.