---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
clear noon.
little rachel came today,
heh.
but only her one child,
even Alicia went to Johor, not sure why she goes there. (shrug)
really hope to have more children to join in,
that will be much more lively.
today not going to play with that little one lah,
or else my teacher has nothing to do, will be really bored. haha!
---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
clear night.
naturally i will notice at what she's doing,
no matter it's secretly, or openly, it is a very natural habit nowadays.
seriously i cant read her mind,
or is it just simply im not fit to know yet?
why cant i touch her heart yet?
why she still has not much feeling at me?
if ur still unable to fall in love with me, that must be my fault.
actually i always suspecting, may be she's reading my blog,
but i wont ask, if the secret expose, i might not be able to write about her openly anymore.
wonder, what should i do?
really dont wan to miss a thing, i dont wan to have any regret.
---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
clear noon.
why isnt today raining?
the weather is so god damn hot, my car is so god damn dirty.
hehe, let's have a rain please, help me at least wash a bit of my car, no?
look under that big hot sun,
the relaxing security guard who sits under the big umbrella,
seriously makes me doubt.
of what? the security guard at this area, those i know are only two,
both are aged man with white hair, wrinkles on their face.
usually he sits until the evening, or riding his old bike hanging around,
yes, hanging around only lah.
or else u all think if there are few strong man committing crime,
he is able to do something?
sorry for being a bit impolite,
but then i really worry that they might send him to meet his god earlier than he should have to.
furthermore, i often found him doing stuff with his old fashioned bike,
today he even took off one of his bike's wheel, faint! =⌂= if seriously there's a thief or something, uncle, u one hand wheel, one hand key,
should u put on the wheel and ride ur bike, or throw ur wheel and run with legs?
---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
clear night.
so many things, i dont want to ask so much anymore.
let her think that i really gave up better,
since she doesnt really care?
since i am nothing much in her heart.
shouldnt say much,
since... the result will be the same, nothing will be change.
---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
clear night.
one's life is just like driving on the road, same thing it has traffic jam, also it can make u out of hands, there are even much more similarities, even lessons of life.
when u stuck in a serious traffic jam, that might because of car accidents, or might because of too many cars at a time, or even may be, only because of one car at the front being stupid and the whole road jam.
life is like the same, there's traffic jam too, thats when u cant think things open, thats when u are stucked with pressures, also thats when u screw urself up because of a little matter.
if u have someone accompany at ur side at these moments, no matter a friend or a lover, it helps to ease the stresses which brought by the jam. so, in a long life travel, everyone does need someone to stay by their side always.
some people has good patience, knowing how to endure and give way, but a person cannot be giving way all the time, not everyone feeling thankful for that, cars will be overtaking one by one, when is it going to end? keep on giving ways, forever u cant reach your destination, please learn to think for urself.
some people has got some kind of ruthless personality that cant be seen easily, doesnt wan to give way means doesnt give way for sure, i am one of them like that, damn it, i queued for such a long time, these bastards want to cut queue just like that? if they have guts they can just crash my car, no? wait for the next car then!
life and driving on the road are so similar, u get to meet different types of people, some are really irritating, some are so egoistic, neglecting people and do things they like, some they never know they annoyed the others, some even blur until they forgot to turn on their car's light during the night.
and some fella, always think that they are cool, like a bull in its mating season, always doing things to attract people's eyeballs, but they never know people are actually thinking: "there comes another cheap dumb ass."
i ever met someone who is so impolite, it happened when one day i was driving in "okay" speed, one fella caught up from behind really fast, but that time my speed already not slow, so i cant immediately turn into the slower lane. that bastard flashed me with high beam, i got annoyed and decided not giving way to him anymore, let that bastard slowly stick with my car butt then, want to overtake me from the slow lane? dream lah! i will increase my speed.
may be people think, what for? yeah, i admit it is a bit being hotheaded, i have my own thinking to stand for, i only respect people who knows how to respect the others.
how u drive, it reflects what kind of a person u are.
---------------------------------------- 懂中文的看中文，不懂的看英文，都懂的不能笑我的英文 ----------------------------------------- --------------------------------- dont understand chinese read english, but dont laugh at my english---------------------------------
clear night.
now im feeling so calm, so weird,
until this minute this second, i think i am still cool with it. heh.
good.
so this few months of efforts, i finally gave up! fucking gave up!
who cares huh?! haha! :'(
-
Joanna Wang's voice is like a cup of black coffee,
not everyone likes the bitter taste, but those who love it find its great,
furthermore it makes people really addict.
thanx, Yee Leng. (first time calling ur name properly)
i love her new songs so so so so much,
heart, slowly scudding together with her magnetic singing voice~
只脚印。
