HOLDING HER HAND ` 握着她的手

午晴

曾经有人说握手的力度代表着诚意多少，好像蜻蜓点水似的，那是敷衍吧？哈哈

为什么突然说这？

因为乌鸦突然想起了第一天认识莉的时候。

那是在一个叫做 Brain Gym 的三天课程里。

第一天乌鸦和 nic 就迟到了，位子只有两个剩下。nic 坐了一个，我也没得挑了。
那时候心里一阵紧张，所以也没东张西望。就连坐我身边的人，我也只看到了右边而已。
而那时候，莉就是坐在我左边。

那天，乌鸦根本不大说话，因为就是不懂得交际嘛。还是沉默的好。

那时候的我只稍微注意到莉应该是个很好看的女生 （没看正面所以不确定）
不过我也不大理会，可能是没兴趣吧，见得太多了。

午休的时候，nic 跑来说我身边有美女，那时候的我很欠揍的说“化妆而已” 哈哈

然后偶然听见了他们的谈话（因为乌鸦就是不懂得插嘴），
莉说她一直有间梦想的学校，就是这一句乌鸦完全改观了。那她应该很喜欢小孩吧？
而且她就住我那一区，非常靠近。

所以乌鸦自然而然地开始在班上注意她。而且越来越觉得莉很特别很优秀。
哈哈，把之前那句“化妆”的话给忘了 :P

在每天的上完课后，都会有个握着手围个圈，然后说些感想的。

嘿嘿，我当然有机会握着莉的手啦，
所以乌鸦就很不要脸的，握得紧紧，哈哈哈哈！
当然不只是她而已啦，男的也一样的，请相信乌鸦的为人！

事后有一天，她说看我好像很害羞，哪知道握得那么紧 （通常不认识都握得很轻）
没想到，竟然那么明显！哈哈。

不好意思，其实一开始说的那些是借口 :P
握得那么紧，因为我想握而已。

乌鸦很想她呢。


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clear noon.

there's once someone told me the strength of holding hand shows the sincerity,
so if hold too lightly is like so half-hearted.

why am i talking about this suddenly?

because i thought of the first day i get to know viv.

it was in a Brain Gym three day course.

i and nic was late in the first day, seats are only left two. nic sat one, so i have no choice.
that time was a little nervous, so i didnt look around. even the people sitting besides,
i can only manage to see my right hand side.
at that time, viv was sitting at my left side.

that day, i dont really talk much, because i dont know how to social. so better be quiet.

at that time i only noticed that viv should be a good looking girl
(not sure yet because didnt really look at her face to face)
but then i still not really care about it, may be because i have no interest,
i had already met quite a number of pretty girls.

rest time, nic came to me and said there's a pretty girl sitting with me,
i then said "it's only makeup", lolz, slap my mouth.

but after that, i got to hear their chat (because i dont know how to join),
she said she has a dream school, this sentence changed my mind.
guess she loves children very much? besides she lives nearby my area.

so i started to notice her naturally and starts to feel that she is special and outstanding.
haha, forget about the "makeup" thing! :P

everyday when class ending, there will be a circle time
which requires us to hold hands and describe the class on that day.

hehe, of course i have the chance of holding viv's hand,
so i am so thick face and i hold her hand tight, hahahaha!
but not only her okay, i did hold the man beside me tightly too, please trust me!

and then there's one day when we talked about the course,
she said i seems like quite shy, didnt know i will hold her hand so tight
(usually people not close will only hold lightly)
haha, so obvious huh!

opps, those at the beginning i said was just excuses. :P
hold so tight is just because i wanted to.

i miss her so much.