I KNOW ` 我知道的

夜晴

唔，我知道的。

这些天妳都好忙，好大的压力吧？

我知道自己这家伙很烦人，不断地在提醒着妳，

提醒着妳面对着多大的压力。

其实，我只是忍不住想关心妳，

我知道，多半妳是不会听我的，这些我早预料到，

可至少能让妳知道我一直都在这里。

我不晓得自己能怎么帮助妳，怎么分轻妳的负担，

当妳不给我一丁点儿机会的时候，我该怎么让妳感觉好一点？

我该怎么告诉妳我爱妳？

对不起呢，我一直认为自己其实很聪明，

可是在面对着妳的时候，不知道怎么了，脑子真的转不过来。

我实在不会呢。

其实妳根本不必要敷衍我的，

其实一切都很简单、很简单而已，

只需要告诉我，妳不会喜欢我，这样一句话就能把这一切带过。

把我心里这一段苟延残息的感情，化成灰烬。

我想妳一直不懂得拒绝我，总是告诉我不值得等，

如果妳真的有感觉，这怎么可能不值得？

如果没有，不可能有的话，不如就直接告诉我吧。

曾经我傻傻地胡思乱想着，猜测着，也许应该说是自己安慰着，

或许妳是喜欢我的？

长时间下来，我也终于能丢下这么白痴的想法了啊。

其实我比妳想像中更坚强，我不怕知道真相的。

呵呵，我想妳现在应该很迷惑，为什么这一篇看起来那么奇怪啊？

是的，这一篇是写给妳看的，我知道妳一直都在看，我知道。

就如我曾经说过，我不想说穿，因为我还想写着妳的事情。

反之呢，我说出来后，我就再也不会写妳了。


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clear night.

hmm, i know actually.

these days u are extremely busy, very stressful ba?

i know im such an annoying fella, non-stop reminding u,

reminding u about how much pressures u are facing.

in fact, i just cant stop myself from concerning u,

i know, probably u wont listen to me at all, i already knew these,

but at least i can let u know that i am always here.

i dont know how can i help u, how to lighten ur burden,

when u never give me a single chance, how should i suppose to let u feel better?

how should i tell u i love u?

sorry, i used to think that i am very intelligent,

but when i facing to u, dont know why but my brain is not functioning.

i seriously dont know how.

actually u dont need to bluff me,

actually everything is so simple, so simple only,

u only need to tell me, u wont like me, everything will be fading away easily by just like this.

kill this struggling love in my heart, kill it totally.

i guess u never know how to reject me, always telling me not worth to wait,

if u have feeling to me, why not?

if u dont have, will not have, just tell me more straight forward.

i ever simply thinking, guessing, or i shall say it was self-comforting,

may be u like me?

after a long time, i finally drop this stupid thinking.

actually i am tougher than u thought, im not afraid to know the truth.

heh, i guess u must be doubting now, why is this post sounds so weird?

yes, it is for u, i know u have been reading all this time, i know.

like i ever said before, i didnt want to say it out, because i still want to write about u.

in opposite, after saying it out, i will not write about u anymore.