OFFLINE MESSAGE ` 离线信息

夜晴

就在今天，乌鸦偶然发现自己似乎做了件让自己抓狂的事。

原来乌鸦在那个【醉了】的晚上，发了封这样的离线信息给莉。。。

【LEIF . 乌鸦这次真的醉了】 said:
may be im drunk,. but i love u

。。。静寂。。。静寂中。。。

妈呀！乌鸦怎么会发了这样的东西啊？！当时还晓得自己醉了啊？？~_~

不知道她看了后会怎么样呢？别疏远我就好了。

一直以来，乌鸦都不曾对莉用过 “爱” 这个字，

之前也只说过 “喜欢” 而已。

其实不想那么早那么直接告诉她，因为乌鸦担心她觉得太快太不真实了。

现在真的是后悔莫及了啊。

喜欢 与 爱 的分界线，就只相差一点点，

喜欢对乌鸦来说只是兴趣，甚至于可有可无的程度，乌鸦对此可以很潇洒。

爱对乌鸦来说却是沉迷，是比喜欢更深的感情，这让乌鸦不能放弃，也潇洒不起。

那，乌鸦爱她的什么呢？

别人或许会说，乌鸦肯定爱的是她的美丽。

如果乌鸦是别人，我想我也会是这样想自己的。

没有人会缺少一个喜爱美丽的心，就算乌鸦也是。

可是乌鸦曾经习惯性地问自己。

如果哪一天，她不再美丽，不再完美了，那乌鸦心里会怎么想呢？

想了想，乌鸦其实不会介意的。

不敢说得自己多伟大，那很虚伪。

可是乌鸦明白我爱她的好她的坏，就因为她能够牵引我的心。


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clear night.

today, i realized i did something really stupid.

i found that i sent this offline message to viv during that [DRUNK] night.

【LEIF . 乌鸦这次真的醉了】 said:
may be im drunk,. but i love u

......silent......silently......

WTF! how come i sent something like this?! and hell i still know im drunk?? ~_~

i wonder what will she react after reading that?
hopefully she wont run away from me.

all the while, i havent use "love" to viv before,

before this, i also ever said "like" only.

actually i didnt want to say it so early,
because im afraid she will think thats too shallow and fast.

but this time im really regret like shit.

LIKE and LOVE has only a very slight difference,

to me, like is only like an interest, even can drop it without any problem.

but love is an addiction, something deeper than like, will never able to give up easily.

so, what do i love about her?

people might say, i must be loving her beauty.

if i was one of them, i guess i will be thinking the same.

no one will lack of a heart of loving beauty, even me myself.

but i ever asked myself like i used to do.

if there's one day, she isnt beautiful, isnt that perfect anymore, what will i think?

i thought for a while, then my answer is actually i dont mind.

i dont dare to say how great am i, thats too fake.

but i understand i really love everything of her no matter good or bad,
because it touches my heart.